how can i stand
without you holding me up
every breath i take
is never enough
unless its with you
to live a plan we boldly share
because we care
i need you
jixi fox 🦊
Tag: life
custom made
i am no longer going to faint
having heart pains
because i am custom made
i just never made the stock
jixi fox 🦊
sharp
cutting through
holding on
folding never
controlled not
over ran
jixi fox 🦊
laid there
as an expression
nothing happening
laid there
wasting time
planting mines
troubling times
no mountains climbed
just laid there
waste man
yes
direct shot
don’t second guess
literally just laid there
doing nothing
so nothing got done
but we mad though
super mad
as you watched them
as they laid there
jixi fox 🦊
the cost of doing everything right
breaking backs
over facts
the achievement
is just a mere flex
they don’t see the struggle
they see you as humble
as you trying to make bank
facts or fiction
which edition
are they truly rolling with
they took him too early
he just came out
barely even knew the kid
there was no way out
to reach the win
they wait for you to fall
strongest on the team
at your loneliness
no one calls
jixi fox 🦊
slowly deleting distractions
held beyond my means
stranded
i strained my pad
with my pain
every drop of blood
and tear drops
filled in my mood
i thought i exposed myself
i wore nude
moments expressed
are deeper than the skin
within is where i found the light
to let go
of what held me
turn off
dim them
as they go dark
jixi fox 🦊
forgetton parachute
unpacking passions
i thought i had a loaded gun
trying hard with my expressions
i held them in for far too long
second-guessing love and work
the world want me to choose
now i’m the source of safety
for others
who really needed a boost
who gonna help me
when I do get there
standing on the championship stage
who gonna tell me
i beleived in you
but they never called to check in
every word was a weapon
they head hunting for cash
my cutoff game been ill
super sickly in the past
but today
i feel i am on a broken path
increasingly proceeding
to reverse my ambitions
to older dates
navigating priorities
my sanity
was better had
how do i save me
no one has a helping hand
jixi fox 🦊
bought in bulk
too much load
to carry
on backs
what’s the limit
to feed the needy
to honor the masses
didn’t want to be lead astray
when there is so much
so is the unpacking
jixi fox 🦊
left off
she lied
i felt broken
didn’t know how to
approach and confront
i don’t think she knows
we started to talk
i am not sure where we left off
i went off
never came back
the hurt
the deceit
couldn’t be repaired
jixi fox 🦊