i reached out for you
you were too far
you kept moving away
now i don’t know
where you are
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sharing you
couldn’t imagine
missing you
someone has you
in their arms
kissing you
but i understand
it just not my turn
nor is it my time
should i let you go
or share you being mine
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compounding
the work needs to be done
and repeat
greet the feeling with glee
over time
locked doors
open with a key
you + effect
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unrehearsed
didn’t know how to tell you
didn’t know how to let go
i never knew that you were that special
i wish someone would have let me know
that my heart will feel a tremble
when i decided to head back home
for i am now lost
i never show up
to read the script
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a few given words left
how much i wanted you to stay
i lay at night by my bed i pray
wishing i had the a few give words
for you to stay into my world
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memories faded
since you left
i felt missed a part of me
then came more life experiences
truly you were not a part of me
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can i meet you
no longer serves me
lately i been deleting
greeting discomfort at the door
showcasing the disconnect
and how it disrespect my code
somedays i want to be left alone
i mean without phone
in hand scanning
in some corner instagramming
while people are in famine
it saddens me
for how i want to do more
my core is checking ids
and go to jail cards
as my property
mind body and soul
wants more of me
deep connection
expressive ecstasy
so i must leave
whatever no longer serves well
so no ace
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unknown substance
untold yesterday
but today upfront
it pierced my pride
what you cared for inside
what are the terms
what are the mixture
are the chemicals
the right mix
special combinations
the elixir unknown
does exist
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