Time after time,I could not stop thinking,About us linking,Anticipation is high,And then I saw you,My heart is at ease,I am happy to feel you. Jixi
Waiting On You
custom made
i am no longer going to faint
having heart pains
because i am custom made
i just never made the stock
jixi fox 🦊
sharp
cutting through
holding on
folding never
controlled not
over ran
jixi fox 🦊
laid there
as an expression
nothing happening
laid there
wasting time
planting mines
troubling times
no mountains climbed
just laid there
waste man
yes
direct shot
don’t second guess
literally just laid there
doing nothing
so nothing got done
but we mad though
super mad
as you watched them
as they laid there
jixi fox 🦊
expanding
open for a challenge
i blocked your advances
i needed more than standing
i stepped out taking chances
jixi fox 🦊
the cost of doing everything right
breaking backs
over facts
the achievement
is just a mere flex
they don’t see the struggle
they see you as humble
as you trying to make bank
facts or fiction
which edition
are they truly rolling with
they took him too early
he just came out
barely even knew the kid
there was no way out
to reach the win
they wait for you to fall
strongest on the team
at your loneliness
no one calls
jixi fox 🦊
slowly deleting distractions
held beyond my means
stranded
i strained my pad
with my pain
every drop of blood
and tear drops
filled in my mood
i thought i exposed myself
i wore nude
moments expressed
are deeper than the skin
within is where i found the light
to let go
of what held me
turn off
dim them
as they go dark
jixi fox 🦊
celebrating “1,400” post streak
About yesterday, wow. I recently reached a 1,400-post streak on my blog. I am not saying it’s a major highlight, but it’s definitely a milestone in itself. Where in the world did I see myself writing this consistently? My love for the art of poetry, stories, feelings, expression, and raw thoughts has brought me here.
To think I am making it’s my 19th year for creating on WordPress and feeling I have so much more to share. I haven’t even released a book; I haven’t released my deep stories or my novel, not to mention the poems written in secret.
I just want to take this time to appreciate life and the higher power for having me still creating and finding deep inspiration and motivation to do the work I am doing.
As an ode to this milestone, I produced a NEW audio production, titled “Taki“. Available on streaming currently, released on my milestone day, May 31, 2026.
I would appreciate it if you took a listen and shared. I dropped it on YouTube so everyone can enjoy; no streaming service needed. Thanks
jixi fox 🦊