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not easily slept on
existing everydaysome of those nightsroughexisting everydayis sometimesnot enoughbecause what we not going to dois sleep on my risefor in the endmaybe the same nightyou will be in for a surprise jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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the elements within
i got so use to running awaytired but i still didi wanted to crybut i held the tears withintrying to be betterdailystruggled so muchjust to not be unhappyi had to love the processeach moment was a reflectionevery failure was a injectiona fuelto not experience that paingainso a created elements everydayto be saneto never complainuntil i… Continue reading
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i can’t take you where i am going
one of the hardest things to dois to let goof my handi can’t carryor lead youonly onecan’t be twoi have somewhere to goand you can’t comewhere i am heading is darkit won’t be funstay safe, away jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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can i be honest with you?
i felt afraidand nervousto reach out to youfeeling anxioustripping over my thoughtsover thinking every anglefeeling like i failedwithout tryingi wanted to tell youyou mean so much to mei don’t have wordsso i never used them jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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running away from tears
when I felli fell deeplysecretly falling in love too soonevery sunriseevery fall mooni couldn’t imaginea day not seeing youuntil the very dayyou said we need to talkmy heart beat heavierafter every thoughtafter every walkeach stephad me in disbeliefwe met face to faceand you told mewe have to goour separate waysmy heart brokewishing i had ran… Continue reading
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unbalanced
unmatched and unsuremy needs demandsmore than i can givehaving not forgiven myselffor the past deedsgreed feeds on meleaving me leanwithout cutting fati loss belly fatbut grew a bigger backi stretched my arms outreaching for a toucha feelinga meaninga season of rushto be closer to sanetraining everydayjust toput two plus twoand just be even jixi fox… Continue reading
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just a little more sugar
licking lipsevery sip is the juiciestthe mess leftmakes others upsetdon’t be rudeif in nudeplease put backin your tonguefor the moodis smoothin caseyou never knewwhenever there issugar there is fun jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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i came home and you weren’t there
missing for unknown reasonsyou left without a notemy hope was to see youbut now that’s not even a hopei thought just maybei missed you mere momentsbut onlinei saw you were afloaton someone’s boatliquor pouring down your throatcheeks out hanginglike climbing a ropei just don’t knowmaybe i was just pretendingthought forever was tomorrowbut nothe movie had… Continue reading
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more shine
when the light is too brightthey want it dimmedthey committing sinsjust becausethey want you dimmedyou just want to do lifeand do some thingsjust showcasethey joy it brings jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
