PAIN #NAPOWRIMO

PAIN
Despair - Edvard Munch Gallery - Anxiety Pain

When you realize it hurts,
But you don’t want it to,
Try to forget,
Still feeling it every step,
You eyes wet,
Tears you that can’t be let go,
Just hovers in the ducts,
Wanting to explode,
You feel it,
But don’t share it,
It’s yours,
Not anyone’s,
To mock you with,
You wish you could give,
But still,
You don’t,
This pain is hard to hold,
But still you hold on to it longer,
Hoping for someone to come,
And help you let go.

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PEN AND PAD #NAPOWRIMO

PEN AND PAD
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Pen and pad in hand,
Grouping words together,
Like a clan,
Ran the tape,
Showcasing hidden gems,
Men to mice,
That’s the plan,
Words explode on pages,
Wages and coin hits my pocket,
I rocket off to the highest mountain,
They praise me heavenly,
Down to earth,
Thank you.

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QUEEN #NAPOWRIMO

QUEEN
black queen

Treat her well,
Crown her,
Head,
Let her words,
Tell,
How she views you,
Everything well said,
She is all you need,
King needs his queen,
No more dreams,
Just reality,
She is…
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LOST MEMORIES #NAPOWRIMO

LOST MEMORIES
lost memories

Just as I saw you,
It all came back to me,
All these feelings and emotions,
All of these memories,
Streams and streams of visuals,
My timeline is jam packed,
I remember everything we went through,
Through all those lies,
In which were the only facts,
I wanted to forget,
Move on,
Call the end,
The end,
But today I am writing,
About these lost memories,
I never wanted, again,
On paper,
My pen.

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EVERY NOW AND THEN #NAPOWRIMO

EVERY NOW AND THEN
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Every now and then,
My mood shifts,
I bring my thoughts closer for a huddle,
So tight I feel a pinch,
I try to do this every time I get a chance,
To do what I like,
And forget what anyone has in their minds,
On what I should do now,
And what I like to do,
Do you know me?
And since when?
I grasp my words even tighter,
No moment from my pen,
I hold my words back,
I juggle my to and fro,
And stay completely still,
As I try to read your mind,
Lips, and body language,
To decide what the best move to make,
Every now and then,
I can’t trust you,
I can’t look,
I don’t even want to bother,
I just want to do what I feel,
Without being judged,
So I stay frozen,
Still,
Until I unfold,
And spill,
My world,
My feelings,
My thoughts,
Out to you.

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NEW DISCOVERIES #NAPOWRIMO

NEW DISCOVERIES

I found you waiting,
Sitting a far,
I saw you laying,
With something close to your heart,
I wonder if it’s me you think of,
Or me you would like to hold,
I discovered your body sending my signals,
But it was your mind I connected with though,
I like each moment thinking of you,
Very special in all that you do,
It may seem weird at times how deep things get,
But just be free,
And let’s connect…

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WONDERING (JUST) #NAPOWRIMO

WONDERING (JUST)

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Just why,
Does my feelings change,
Flipping through my experiences,
Stories on a page,
But my book is shelved,
No eyes to lead,
No minds for the read,
Cooked a table of food,
No guests,
Many invites,
In a stood up type mood,
Eating alone,
In my own thoughts,
I share my views,
Losing my sense of open,
Closed is my truth,
But welcoming of you,
Didn’t showed up,
Locked away,
Boxed up,
Shipped away,
Done.

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BUT WHY IS SHE A FREAK?

BUT WHY IS SHE A FREAK?

SEXY NERDY GIRL PRINCESS

Unleashed, in the club,
Back rubs turn her on,
She can’t handle any touches,
For each caused her to erupt,
But why,
Oh why is she so open,
Confidence,
No filter,
She will be remembered,
Not for her being herself,
But your interpretations.

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