my fingers curled up in her hair, she trusts me, i keep her secure all the time, she loves me, what ever she needs, i provide, until the end of time, she is mine, if I am ready to roll, she is ready to ride, i am my happiest, when she is by my side, we don’t fear to express, we created a lane for our love to manifest, to beauty, to appreciation, lovebirds on the wall, she is my ebony queen, if she ever stumbles, i will be there to catch her fall.
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When I get up in the morning everyday, I know deep down that anything can go wrong. But in that same sentiment I was blessed to be given the opportunity to see another day. I know it’s maybe weird to think that way on in that process. As some people get up and read and feel enlightened, music is my energy ball. It shapes how I start my day.
This is how epic and extreme my mind is, if you watch this music video “Come With Me” with Puff Daddy… this is how I envision my day might be everyday and I must be prepared to take on the world… take a look. If you seen it before, please revisit it.
When I think of my everyday tasks, whether it’s my gym workout, or daily tasks at work, and dealing with many people I encounter in the back of my mind based on energy this video depicts how I approach things. I have such a strong control on my output I push forth my best talents and abilities. As much as joke around at times I don’t mind winning, I love winning. I love fighting and battling obstacles in my way. It’s hard for me not to, it’s just in my blood. I want to do well, I can’t sit and watch failure in front of me. This Rick Ross song strongly represents anyone in my way and trying to hold me back. Take a look, and just imagine the energy he is getting off in his scenes, that’s how my mind is racing and pacing every moment of the day when I am attacking my goals.
Let me know your thoughts and share with me two songs that gets you going and making you ready for your day.
ran so fast, try to stop, but slid, right into her dms, that’s what I did, where your man at, can I be you man, i am not a fan girl, i am trying to be your man, i ready to bag now, paper or plastic, wasting no time, is probably my worse habit, if you don’t ask, how shall you receive, slid so deep in her dms, i am on my knees, hey baby, can you be mine, please.
Some days you wake up and say to self, “self, why do you do this?” and of course in the same breathe you answer, “ummm, because I want to, I like to, and I am going to do it”. Now that may be a satisfying answer, but I can say I do it for others as much as I do it for myself.
Writing Being An Escape
Writing has been an escape for me for most of my life. I truly stubbled upon it but ultimately can’t see myself not writing anyone. You can say I rather write than talk, via my writing is very description, simple, straight to the point and also expressive enough to be visualized. I am also guessing, is that why I direct videos as well?
Sometimes the words just take me to a place, as if I am meditating. Just seeing my words written down, being out of my head, something I am share and engage and interact with, with others is just amazing to me.
Where Do I Want To Take My Writing?
I have always told myself I am going to write a book, and then multiple books. I have done so, I just haven’t found the form for me as yet. But it’s better to try and fail trying to get it right than delaying to even reach to the goal at all.
I do see my writing being in museums, captions to photographs, scripts to tv series and comedic anecdotes, as I think those are best fitting for me. Also it tells the stories so well of who I am and what I can offer. I hope so dearly to do so soon and again see my words floating day by day in the world to play with.
If you feel the same way as myself, be sure to share your thoughts in the comments. We also can chat on Instagram as well. 🙂 instagram.com/jixifox
