Broken down in some many pieces,
Cleaning was too much,
I regret being too open,
I gave up too much,
Now I am exposed,
And I am out,
Even though,
I wanted to be in,
No longer can I crawl into my shell,
I am outside it’s hot as hell,
Whoever said it couldn’t be this bad
Never experienced the day I had,
I am so broken.
Jixi Fox 🦊
You ask me to show you,
So I did,
You ask me to turn around,
So I can spin,
My smile to make you feel better,
I only remember cloudy days,
When I couldn’t predict the weather,
You showed me things,
I found hard to decode,
I think about them everyday,
Mostly when I am alone,
I am caught in your web,
Holding tight on my body,
I can not breathe,
I tried running away,
But you took my knees,
So I can’t bend corners,
I can’t jumped fences,
You keep being my present and future,
Instead of past tenses,
Lost are my thoughts,
As I struggle in the weeds,
I have to make a change today,
So I am deleting you, for me.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I had found out how
footsteps fade into the fog,
being lost at night.
🤓: I had found out that walking alone, I could get lost. Wishing someone would miss me, I left a trail to my heart. Beating louder and louder as you approach. I was one lost, but now found by who you missed the most.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I heard tiptoes.
Coming down the stairs,
I couldn’t run,
I wish I had prepared,
For what happened next,
For I been in fear,
A blessing came,
All of a sudden.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Problems arise,
We are wish we could lift,
The weight can to be heavy,
We don’t always have the gift.
#Strength
Jixi Fox 🦊
Picture this,
Me catching them all,
Like Pokémon,
The badges of experience,
Travel here and there,
Doing that and this,
Wondering which one did I miss,
Never kissing my dreams goodbye,
I welcome them in time,
Running my own race,
Sometimes I do laps,
But most times I go the hardest,
For the win and photo finish,
Picture this.
Hope you enjoy, be cool & chill ✌️
Let me know your thoughts 💭 in the comments.
Thanks for reading,
Jixi Fox 🦊
Too many days afraid,
Silent,
Dimmed lights,
Close to darkness,
Forgotten but open,
Reaching,
Wanting to be molded,
Focus on the just,
Surviving,
Until,
Finally,
Something changed,
Me,
I didn’t feel the same,
Refreshed even,
Under a new source,
A new hope,
I felt like,
I just woke up.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I couldn’t see you,
I lied,
I saw you clearly,
I cried,
I knew it wasn’t tight,
It’s widely loose,
Descriptive adjectives,
I have the juice,
Wordplaying everyday,
I be causing mayhem,
Is all I am saying,
I am mad loose with it on the daily,
I almost didn’t severely.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Sharp Corners | Poetry
Some places aren’t meant for soft hands,
So change your touch,
Embrace things differents,
Even when you feel the rush,
I’ve kissed edges,
And bled on the truth,
And found out the world doesn’t file itself under smooth.
Sometimes life is as sharp as these edges we touch.
Jixi Fox 🦊