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AS YOU CAN TELL #stories

You don’t got to like me,
Nor Even look my way,
For I am going to do that damn thing,
Anyhow,
Either way,
Just know I am here to live my truth,
Be awesome when I can,
All in all,
I am the man,
Or woman. 🙂

Tell the haters back up

Photo by Charles Etoroma 

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EXPENSIVE TASTE #stories

Lick your lips,

Baby lick your lips,

You got expensive taste,

I guess you have,

An expensive kiss,

Lick your lips,

Baby lick your lips,

If my heart can’t afford you,

Only my riches will.

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IT PAINS ME TO SAY, BUT #stories

Yapping, yapping, yapping,

Clapping, clapping, clapping,

Capping, Capping, Capping,

Why won’t you shut the fudge up,

Like damn,

Your mouth is just running,

Like it’s on auto pilot,

Like god damn,

Shit,

Why are you always talking?

I walk away,

You follow,

I close the door,

You open it,

I put on headphones,

You start to talk in sign languages,

I feel like there is no escaping,

I think to myself,

What the fudge did I do?

Do I deserve this pain,

That’s coming from you,

Unless,

There is something more severe,

I am losing my damn mind,

Things are getting weird,

For all I want to do,

Is plot,

How to get you to shut the fudge up,

And maybe,

Just maybe,

I can hear my own thoughts,

And stop blocking my own blessings,

From someone using up,

Or have used up all their time,

On the clock,

I am fitting to clock out,

And three hundred this clown,

In chest or in the face, 

With a roundhouse…

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PERIODT #stories

Can’t end the story there,

Nope,

Fearing been broke,

Someone else winning,

Boasting,

Head case,

Coke,

Drugged mind,

Folk,

Need saving,

Hand me a cape or a cloak,

Draining my brain,

Racing,

Pacing to the endless beyond,

Like,

What the hell are you on?

I am done talking,

But you continue on more,

The boundary was posted,

They passed it,

As if blind,

But I bet if a cliff was there,

You would have no life left,

Sooooo,

Guess what,

Every time you pass,

The posted signs,

My only impression could be,

Is you want death,

Someone to end it,

For you to see,

There is no coming back,

Periodt.

Photo by Annie Spratt 

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Talk It Into Existence #stories

The bucket list of just do it…
Create your own opportunities…
You might have to wait,
Even show up to the gate,
Late,
Waiting,
Holding on tight to the handle,
Ready to twist,
But the entrance ain’t ready,
For you just yet,
For the presence,
In how you are going to enter,
Others may not know how to accept,
But are we waiting for them,
Nope,
We going to step in how we want to,
Flashing whatever we want to,
It don’t even matter if they see,
I see me,
And seeing how I got in and there,
Is only a concern for myself,
I created my angle,
Developed and sketched,
And the masterpiece,
Is whatever it is,
I walk in with.

Photo by Warren Wong

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AMNESIA #stories

Quickly you forget,
Everything that was done,
The times I jump in the front of the gun,
As it was spraying bullets,
At you,
And when I fell,
Gone is where you went,
Lost and broken,
I dug out of the mud,
Life throws lemons my way,
In the way of gun,
spraying bullets at you,
In which were meant to hit,
For you seem to have forgotten,
My sacrifices for your survival,
As you are in denial,
Drowning,
But not in thoughts,
No memory,
Steadily,
Building up the energy,
To put my life on the line,
One more time,
But for you,
I don’t see,
I think I am coming down with, 
A serious case
Of Amnesia,
You have been erased.

Photo by Ravi Roshan

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BOGUS #Stories

Always painting pictures,
Of hope,
Lying from their throats,
Claiming to be goats,
But not,
Got the stories lined up,
Ha ha,
They think we listening,
Their minds are ducked up,
Can’t save them,
They don’t want to be saved,
They want to be weird,
How could they stop?
They won’t,
They CAN….
NOT….

Photo by Kevin Fitzgerald 

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20 DAYS AGO

It’s been 20 days since my last confession,
I have the impression,
That I suck,
Or I am just going through stuff,
Let’s buff this out,
Let’s change things around,
No more ghost,
I hope,
Nope,
It’s a go,
No foe,
But one’s self,
Being locked away too many times,
I am my own jail,
So I am breaking free,
Letting it be,
I am going to do me,
Before I scream.

Photo by Tertia van Rensburg 

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