Daily Deposits
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you were wrong
sometimes you can’t believebut it’s realright in front of youthey tell you to competewith everyoneand carry hatebut they were wronglove winswhere the crownqueen and king jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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but if i had known
looking back i couldn’t see my reflectionjust a fragmentsof everyone’s historicals of methey told meif i lived like thisthere were benefitsso i didnow wish i didn’tbecause who’s lifedid I live jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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the bitter feeling of fear
latelyand it always seemslike latelyuncovering truthsthat were based in liesdisappoints mecrying aloneno one can seeeven when i am finding myselfthat therapysounds likefailurefixing a failurei have to be honestbutfixing a failureis respectableit’s just hard to dowhen everyone is watching youit’s just hardwhen you thinkothers are judging youit’s just hard becauseI can’t stop judging meI need a… Continue reading
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not easily slept on
existing everydaysome of those nightsroughexisting everydayis sometimesnot enoughbecause what we not going to dois sleep on my risefor in the endmaybe the same nightyou will be in for a surprise jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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the elements within
i got so use to running awaytired but i still didi wanted to crybut i held the tears withintrying to be betterdailystruggled so muchjust to not be unhappyi had to love the processeach moment was a reflectionevery failure was a injectiona fuelto not experience that paingainso a created elements everydayto be saneto never complainuntil i… Continue reading
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i can’t take you where i am going
one of the hardest things to dois to let goof my handi can’t carryor lead youonly onecan’t be twoi have somewhere to goand you can’t comewhere i am heading is darkit won’t be funstay safe, away jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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can i be honest with you?
i felt afraidand nervousto reach out to youfeeling anxioustripping over my thoughtsover thinking every anglefeeling like i failedwithout tryingi wanted to tell youyou mean so much to mei don’t have wordsso i never used them jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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running away from tears
when I felli fell deeplysecretly falling in love too soonevery sunriseevery fall mooni couldn’t imaginea day not seeing youuntil the very dayyou said we need to talkmy heart beat heavierafter every thoughtafter every walkeach stephad me in disbeliefwe met face to faceand you told mewe have to goour separate waysmy heart brokewishing i had ran… Continue reading
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unbalanced
unmatched and unsuremy needs demandsmore than i can givehaving not forgiven myselffor the past deedsgreed feeds on meleaving me leanwithout cutting fati loss belly fatbut grew a bigger backi stretched my arms outreaching for a toucha feelinga meaninga season of rushto be closer to sanetraining everydayjust toput two plus twoand just be even jixi fox… Continue reading