it was too much
hard to hold
too much weight
to carry my thoughts
forward without a pause
yet i chose to not stand still
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Tag: Creative Writing
the bitter feeling of fear
lately
and it always seems
like lately
uncovering truths
that were based in lies
disappoints me
crying alone
no one can see
even when i am finding myself
that therapy
sounds like
failure
fixing a failure
i have to be honest
but
fixing a failure
is respectable
itās just hard to do
when everyone is watching you
itās just hard
when you think
others are judging you
itās just hard because
I canāt stop judging me
I need a release
of fear
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not easily slept on
existing everyday
some of those nights
rough
existing everyday
is sometimes
not enough
because what we not going to do
is sleep on my rise
for in the end
maybe the same night
you will be in for a surprise
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i came home and you werenāt there
missing for unknown reasons
you left without a note
my hope was to see you
but now thatās not even a hope
i thought just maybe
i missed you mere moments
but online
i saw you were afloat
on someoneās boat
liquor pouring down your throat
cheeks out hanging
like climbing a rope
i just donāt know
maybe i was just pretending
thought forever was tomorrow
but no
the movie had ended
itās over
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more shine
when the light is too bright
they want it dimmed
they committing sins
just because
they want you dimmed
you just want to do life
and do some things
just showcase
they joy it brings
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only beyond earth
only beyond earth
you can find me
looking down from the skies
while hanging with the stars
donāt ever be afraid
i am always near
never far
jixi fox š¦
Itās All Just The Opening Scene
I am not only going to take off without you,
For this is the pilot, the beginning to the entire season,
I will you a dose of all of the wonders and all the tensions,
Then I will give it all to you, more than you asked for, injection.
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ššæ: Sometimes the pilot is better than the season, for real. š§ But if series and season delivers very well, I will see you next year.
Running Off Adrenaline #freeverse #poetry
Running off adrenaline,
Where is the end,
So I can bend it,
Lay my life down on the line,
Never could I end it,
Its healthy to reach new highs,
For the lows are so sinking,
Almost drowning in stress,
Had to ask my brain,
What the hell were you thinking,
I had to ink up,
Pen ready,
Write some new verses,
In a different category,
No going to worry,
Until my fuel fades,
Then I will be stalling,
Falling from the sky in my new plane,
Surfing on the wings,
Into a new wave,
Crash landing in new way,
Tell everybody itās a wrap,
In God we trust,
But I do things.
Jixi Fox š¦
In Short: The Week Ended, But The Weekend Has Arrived
New music from myself next week. Happy Friday and weekend vibes. I have a few cool photos to share on the weekend and a cool saves I want to share with others and hear their opinions.
If you could rate your week from 1-10, what is your number?
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