looking back i couldn’t see my reflection
just a fragments
of everyone’s historicals of me
they told me
if i lived like this
there were benefits
so i did
now wish i didn’t
because who’s life
did I live
jixi fox 🦊
Tag: musings
unbalanced
unmatched and unsure
my needs demands
more than i can give
having not forgiven myself
for the past deeds
greed feeds on me
leaving me lean
without cutting fat
i loss belly fat
but grew a bigger back
i stretched my arms out
reaching for a touch
a feeling
a meaning
a season of rush
to be closer to sane
training everyday
just to
put two plus two
and just be even
jixi fox 🦊
caught me uneven
piecing things together
felt a little bit strange
freedom is a journey
but I’m caught in a cage
trying to break free
but it’s hard
the courage i had
now gone
caught but wasn’t catched
i fell that all
odd
uneven because I didn’t match
jixi fox 🦊
soaked in the bath
after all my stress
how can one be at their best
leaving people on the daily tone
on my cellular phone
to create a zone
of comfort
my head needs to stop thinking
my eyes needs to stop winking
lathered in soap
that tackles my bones
though hard feels soft
mushed in the most coziest
is the best i could get
soaking away my day in the tub
jixi fox 🦊
it’s not like i said yes
there are ways to motivate
there are ways to hate
it can take a long time to be great
but it can take an instant to be late
it’s not like i told you i will be on time
i told you i will be there in due time
somewhere around then 😁
jixi fox 🦊
Presence
When I walk in,
People want to,
Start talking,
As my aura,
Sticks on their skin,
Like a mosquito,
They have to recognize,
Like a peacock,
In your garden,
Putting on a scene.
Jixi Fox 🦊
The Calm ☺️
Believe in relief,
Leave what you don’t believe,
Ease your way from the storm,
Embrace your life in the calm.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Second Guessing Who?
Never second guessing,
Undressing the maze,
I been left in a daze,
The feeling is amaze,
In comes me ready,
To play, touchdown,
Everyone saying hooray.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Be Your Present Self
Turn away the hate,
Appreciate,
You are here now,
Live today.
Jixi Fox 🦊