When I told you I loved you.
Did you ever love me?
When I made you a home cooked meal.
Did you ever love me?
When I was there to support your career decisions.
Did you ever love me?
When I was home alone in tears.
Did you ever love me?
I just wanted to know…
What if I just up and left your life and disappeared.
Did you ever love me?
I guess I will never know,
For it’s too late, I am gone…
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
Before we make it as lovers,
Could we be friends?
Could we make plans?
And execute them?
If that’s not the case,
Let’s chase away the chase,
Escape escape, we can’t be friends.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
My heart beats faster when around you,
I anticipate your every word and touch,
I anticipate everything about you so much,
I love you just the same, so so much.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
I almost fainted,
I regained my stance,
Couldn’t hold my glass,
Shattered dreams in my presences,
I visioned something different,
My time here has fainted.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
Photo Credit: to its respected copyright owner
(I do not own the rights to this photo)
As she walks through the door,
Tears drop,
I told her I cheated,
Tears drop,
She looked at me sadly and
Tears drop,
She asked me why,
Tears drop,
I admitted I am weak,
Tears drop,
She threw our wedding ring angrily,
Tears drop,
She walked out of my life,
Tears drop,
I reach for something to numb the pain,
Tears drop,
Our child walked as the sound went BANG,
Tears drop.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
Photo Credit: to it’s respected copyright owner
(I do not own the rights to this photo)
Too late is exactly how I feel about our love,
Flushed,
Never to return,
Burned bridges every moment with you,
I refused to leave once,
Worse decision,
Love now gone,
A lot I have lost,
Now I am my own love’s boss,
I rallied up and left,
Left our dreams,
Based on today’s reality,
Love’s death,
In a pail,
By the table,
Ashes.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
I am going to reach the top,
I want to touch it,
I am there right now,
Who want to touch me?
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
Her love is like novelty,
It can’t be explained,
It’s just different,
I have never had something this insane,
Refreshing it is,
For she is my life’s gift of happiness.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me
Do you know how I want it,
I got to have it,
I know that I will like it,
Do what you like, I am excited.
Jixi Fox
http://www.jixifox.me