falling back so fast
i must be tripping
there are levels in life
i have seen before
i am definitely skipping
jixi fox 🦊
Tag: Poems
life’s bulletpoints
quickly we forget
how life and time works
one day we are shining
the next day we are declining
jixi fox 🦊
one hell of a difference
shortly i escaped the path
never written for me
i move mountains
that was set before me
the struggle ended
but it’s not to end of my story
i am living the life
i created for me
one hell of a difference
jixi fox 🦊
casually late
you know what time it is
but i don’t
showing up on time
i won’t
for i am who they came to see
people show up early to wait on me
as i walk in
i see the envy in their eyes
once in a while
i show up extra late
in style
i don’t even care
jixi fox 🦊
mute me
slow breathing
while speaking
over the phone
deep breathes
less stress
watch your tone
more days
to play
been in a zone
no more to say
word loss
caution
look out for the cone
mute
jixi fox 🦊
craving you
missing even a dose
is too much alone
i am craving you
so much more
each day away
a pain
i need a doctor
i am going insane
you by my side
it a bliss
every second without
you are missed
jixi fox 🦊
deleting you, for me
longing for passion
and exclusivity
i did the work
and created unity
all i wanted was you
but all i received were clues
to a puzzle
i didn’t know i was building
i gave up my time
i committed my energy
i was present
you were my priority
but for me to live
you have to die
for me to smile
you have to cry
i am telling the truth
no need to lie
i am deleting you
from by my side
jixi fox 🦊
you were wrong
sometimes you can’t believe
but it’s real
right in front of you
they tell you to compete
with everyone
and carry hate
but they were wrong
love wins
where the crown
queen and king
jixi fox 🦊
but if i had known
looking back i couldn’t see my reflection
just a fragments
of everyone’s historicals of me
they told me
if i lived like this
there were benefits
so i did
now wish i didn’t
because who’s life
did I live
jixi fox 🦊