i am only 8 bars in
in a foreign
with no passport
i am so far in
trying not to lie
to the judge
that’s a crime
to duck fines
jixi fox 🦊
i am only 8 bars in
in a foreign
with no passport
i am so far in
trying not to lie
to the judge
that’s a crime
to duck fines
jixi fox 🦊
i got so many designer lines
it’s a crime
how i cut bacon fat
off the backs of pigs
greedy
they subtracting funds
from the needy
who are looking for a savior
so they need me
so I appear to be found
chasing away snakes
from underground and in hiding
tall grass cut that use to be weedy
jixi fox 🦊
i got my hopes crushed
trying to open my heart
i crawled back
hoping to be successfully
knowing i have to reset
begin again from the start
jixi fox 🦊
I am back from the drought,
I swore I never left,
Defeating all my demons,
Securely I heaven sent.
Jixi Fox 🦊
When I walk in,
People want to,
Start talking,
As my aura,
Sticks on their skin,
Like a mosquito,
They have to recognize,
Like a peacock,
In your garden,
Putting on a scene.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Never started to pass all,
But I was able to have a ball,
Then hop to the mall,
Make a few calls,
I know sometimes I be tripping,
But I never dear to fall.
Jixi Fox 🦊
It’s really just the beginning over and over again, especially when you complete, it always like you start again just to compete. 🫣🤷🏽♂️
Could it be another game,
Time passes so quickly,
And doesn’t feel the same,
Always fighting to catch up,
It takes time to train,
Want to give up at times,
But I keep picking up the reigns.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Left on read,
Confused on who,
The hell said,
Open communication is dead,
For me it was though,
Open up & talk,
Get things off your chest.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Life has ways to teach us lessons, how to feel wanted, needed and seen. It also made you feel forgotten and lost. Feeling left behind is heart breaking, so how do we choose to express our feelings.
Forgotten
Left with a note and the door closed,
I had a pen and some thoughts so I wrote,
I scribbled over the lines written that said wait for me,
And wrote my true feeling, you left you should have stayed with me.
Jixi Fox 🦊