Ever just want it so bad,
You feel like you would do anything,
Feeling any attempt that lacking is sad,
Each chance you give everything,
More than most….
Jixi Fox 🦊
Ever just want it so bad,
You feel like you would do anything,
Feeling any attempt that lacking is sad,
Each chance you give everything,
More than most….
Jixi Fox 🦊
How I wanted to be felt,
You made me feel,
How I dreamed of you,
You made it real.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Laid eyes on you, my minds on you,
I will run through time for you, my minds on you.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Eyes wide open now,
The world whispers in soft winds,
Hope takes its first breath
Jixi Fox 🦊

Warning! I am about to say something really uncomfortable.
If I let one off,
Am I wrong?
Causing people,
To sing songs,
Is free speech really free,
Comes at a cost,
Like a boss,
Continuing life,
We can’t pause,
Because life,
Will go on,
After the first second,
Then the next minute,
I hope you get it,
You can’t comment on life,
The world take a life,
Are we barred?
Can we let loose,
Can we make moves,
Where can we even go?
It’s only fleeing leaving the scene,
Without creating change,
Turning a new page,
It seems going ghost,
Is a trigger warning,
Leaving soon,
I just may not come back.
*Words hold so much power, but we are not free to use them, as others abuse them.
Jixi Fox 🦊
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Obviously,
I want more,
But where to?
Going in a path,
I never dared to,
If I am the bluetooth device,
What am I paired to?
Disconnected from our real lives,
Something I never cared to,
So so,
Where to now,
What’s the goal?
Frozen in time,
Until I have broken ice,
Here goes my tears, hold,
Onwards and forward,
Into the distance of all possibilities,
The goal is to grab ahold of my reality.

Jixi Fox 🦊
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Running off adrenaline,
Where is the end,
So I can bend it,
Lay my life down on the line,
Never could I end it,
Its healthy to reach new highs,
For the lows are so sinking,
Almost drowning in stress,
Had to ask my brain,
What the hell were you thinking,
I had to ink up,
Pen ready,
Write some new verses,
In a different category,
No going to worry,
Until my fuel fades,
Then I will be stalling,
Falling from the sky in my new plane,
Surfing on the wings,
Into a new wave,
Crash landing in new way,
Tell everybody it’s a wrap,
In God we trust,
But I do things.
Jixi Fox 🦊
How much further,
What is the agenda,
Is there really an opening,
Can I come and enter,
I left without a word said,
Type mad though,
I felt I was the in a father role,
Dad mode,
When did these lies come alive,
Was it the way I made you feel inside,
Or could it be that I wasn’t there,
You probably thought I never cared,
I guess that began the cycle,
Lost in your head and emotions,
On idle,
I prefer to break the mold,
I don’t want to be cold,
I feel we can get back to a better place,
Just me and you,
As I leave the world on hold,
To focus on you.
Come here to me, so I can hold you!
Jixi Fox 🦊
Awaken to see you there,
Still sleeping,
Next to me,
Rosey cheeks,
In a position so unique,
Big spoon to your little,
How sweet,
A leaned in to kiss,
Who said fantasies,
Don’t exist,
Must have never had,
A peaceful night,
With someone as precious,
A love,
A comfort felt,
A secure place,
Just to lay your head,
Feeling safe.
Jixi Fox 🦊