i found you here
standing around
thought i would hang
but i am never around
only in the in between
i can’t choose
i must confess
within this medium
i can do my best
jixi fox 🦊
i found you here
standing around
thought i would hang
but i am never around
only in the in between
i can’t choose
i must confess
within this medium
i can do my best
jixi fox 🦊
untold yesterday
but today upfront
it pierced my pride
what you cared for inside
what are the terms
what are the mixture
are the chemicals
the right mix
special combinations
the elixir unknown
does exist
jixi fox 🦊
run jump kick
the flow was sick
call in a doctor
i am going in
jixi fox 🦊
the lost lie
can be found
behind the tongue
that refuse the truth
creating an alternate reality
that no one has proof
used to confuse
and to manipulate
even the greatest
of people
or someone
they dearly love
hidden behind the tongue
could have been love
until the lost someone
who is the blame
jixi fox 🦊
it’s a choice
to take or receive
to breathe or grieve
it’s just the time
is it now or later
to make the believe
jixi fox 🦊
today i displayed
me
all of me
to you
receive me how you may
even in pieces
but i willing
and able
to give
all of me
jixi fox 🦊
i couldn’t claim much
always running
should have stop
kept on going
want to get to top
no one i owing
i carry them along
i am always towing
jixi fox 🦊
Sometimes you don’t realize you’re in the wrong place until it’s too late. This piece captures that unsettling moment of walking into a space that feels off, unwelcoming, and strangely fated when there were no warnings on the way in, but everything now feels like a quiet mistake you can’t undo.
did i walk in at the wrong time
weird
i guess that doesn’t go there
me in this place i set in
no one warned me on the way in
no signs or posted notes
i guess things does at times
turn for worse
dang
i didn’t believe it at first
but i am here now

jixi fox 🦊
If you felt this verse, let me know in the comments.

Your links to more deposits.
high end feelings
i fill in when I can,
i can’t Stan when not filled,
trying hard to realize
it is what it is
jixi fox 🦊