I am quite convinced that you are not cool,
You just stand there leaning on the wall looking like a fool,
You seriously are just here to kill everyone’s vibe,
Until you are the only standing out not ducking, kicked out the party BYE.
I think of the sweet chants you use to sing,
It makes me think of how our lives should of been,
Our intimate moments, joy and laughter,
Your voice never escape my ears, for each time I hear, there goes the tears.
Shaking at the knees as I walk out of the bar,
Hand in my pocket shuffling through junk for the keys to my car,
My vision is impaired and don’t think I could even drive,
I just want to get to my car so in a lovely dream I could dive.
Chris Brown (Photo credit: Eva Rinaldi Celebrity and Live Music Photographer)
My bars are hidden not visible to the eyes,
Your ears will be buzzing from the delivery that I got,
So stay patiently waiting until the beat gets dropped,
Until then listen to me spit it a cappella and see this lyrics pop.
279.365 happy april fools day, (Photo credit: ashley rose,)
It’s all I think of jumping about,
It’s all I want to do when I am in town,
I bounce over here, I bounce over there,
I bounce, I bounce, I bounce everywhere,
I just want to have fun, lot and lots,
I want to party all night with what I got,
I just want to have dumb fun, yea
I just want to have dumb fun, yea, (Trust Me on that)
I can write all day and laugh at my friends,
We doing silly things so i write them down with me pen,
Someone getting drunk, and another is passed out,
I am laughing so hard, I can’t close my mouth,
I just want to have fun, lot and lots,
I want to party all night with what I got,
I just want to have dumb fun, yea
I just want to have dumb fun, yea, (Trust Me on that)
So call in the reinforcements, to keep my mind captive,
I can’t be let loose, or you shall walk the plank, hi hi captain,
I just want to have dumb fun, no matter how old I am,
i just want to have dumb fun, dumb fun whenever I can
I just want to have fun, lot and lots,
I want to party all night with what I got,
I just want to have dumb fun, yea
I just want to have dumb fun, yea, (Trust Me on that)
I can’t be second best I want to be the first,
I am second in line, sitting in the back seat trying to learn,
When I get on the scene like fire I am going to make it burn,
Hollywood I am coming for you I am simply working until it’s my turn.
I live to experiment,
I live to try,
I live to see my eyes open wide,
And accept the world as my playground,
A place of obstacles and objective I leap over,
To make a change,
To make a difference,
And keep doing new things everyday,
Fueled my ambitions,
To create and set goals and milestones,
As I grow to be in a higher standard of me,
I experiment, I decode,
I teach myself and condition my strategies,
To be bold, to be brilliant,
As other try to put me down,
I stay resilient,
I stay calm,
I see the end of the road,
I see my vision,
As I try, I learn, i achieve,
I may fail at times,
But that actually comes with the territory,
I am on an unknown land,
But when I have left,
I will leave a stamp,
For then people would have known,
Where I came from,
Where I have been,
Better yet who I am.
“Secretly I am smart, but play dumb which is smart. There is no immunity that DUMB things won’t happen to SMART people…so why not give people the DUMB things being SMART.” – Jixi
Ask me in person if I am smart or comment to me I am smart, and hear in person the DUMB answer I give…it’s truly a CLASSIC. 🙂
I am tempted by the soul I encourage bliss,
The thoughts of this world no longer exist,
I am trapped in a my own mind, it twists and turns,
Artifacts of my past life set a fire, and simply burns,
Trying to walk away, I am pulled and dragged,
The future is my aim, I try to rid myself of the present and make it my past,
Day by day I grow taller, and I try expands my wings,
The beauty and the art of the unknown I continuously draws me in,
Others see me in my many forms, I adjust and I adapt,
To the changes that are my obstacles, I overcome them quickly leaving gaps,
For the speed I am going, the rate is unmatched,
Is there really a limit, If I keep gaining the things that I lack?
Fin
Never -Ending Story
by: Jixi Fox
Jixi Fox Presents Poetry Tuesday every tuesday on www.jixifox.me