felt myself drifting away
couldnāt stay awake
until i caught myself falling
now i lay awake
as sleep is doing the calling
but i donāt answer
jixi fox š¦
Month: March 2026
the lost lie
the lost lie
can be found
behind the tongue
that refuse the truth
creating an alternate reality
that no one has proof
used to confuse
and to manipulate
even the greatest
of people
or someone
they dearly love
hidden behind the tongue
could have been love
until the lost someone
who is the blame
jixi fox š¦
ran away
where when why
like
i am always
by your side
no matter where
i am there
not to mention when
connected like a friend
the why is pure
to the core
wherever you ran to
i am happy i found you
jixi fox š¦
now or later
itās a choice
to take or receive
to breathe or grieve
itās just the time
is it now or later
to make the believe
jixi fox š¦
there was no mistake
time creates
action happens
you react
results are weights on your back
lived experiences
jixi fox š¦
soaked in the bath
after all my stress
how can one be at their best
leaving people on the daily tone
on my cellular phone
to create a zone
of comfort
my head needs to stop thinking
my eyes needs to stop winking
lathered in soap
that tackles my bones
though hard feels soft
mushed in the most coziest
is the best i could get
soaking away my day in the tub
jixi fox š¦
only after this
i showed up a bit lost
couldnāt find my way
moreover the sun has rays
blinded me
of course i couldnāt see
until only after throwing on shades
was i be able to be me
seeing you
jixi fox š¦
itās not like i said yes
there are ways to motivate
there are ways to hate
it can take a long time to be great
but it can take an instant to be late
itās not like i told you i will be on time
i told you i will be there in due time
somewhere around then š
jixi fox š¦
leave it at the door
before you knock
and come in
pause just a bit
let air flow
then let go
of your past traumas
and drama
and ābreathe inā a new way
jixi fox š¦