lately
and it always seems
like lately
uncovering truths
that were based in lies
disappoints me
crying alone
no one can see
even when i am finding myself
that therapy
sounds like
failure
fixing a failure
i have to be honest
but
fixing a failure
is respectable
it’s just hard to do
when everyone is watching you
it’s just hard
when you think
others are judging you
it’s just hard because
I can’t stop judging me
I need a release
of fear
jixi fox 🦊