unmatched and unsure
my needs demands
more than i can give
having not forgiven myself
for the past deeds
greed feeds on me
leaving me lean
without cutting fat
i loss belly fat
but grew a bigger back
i stretched my arms out
reaching for a touch
a feeling
a meaning
a season of rush
to be closer to sane
training everyday
just to
put two plus two
and just be even
jixi fox 🦊
licking lips
every sip is the juiciest
the mess left
makes others upset
don’t be rude
if in nude
please put back
in your tongue
for the mood
is smooth
in case
you never knew
whenever there is
sugar there is fun
jixi fox 🦊
missing for unknown reasons
you left without a note
my hope was to see you
but now that’s not even a hope
i thought just maybe
i missed you mere moments
but online
i saw you were afloat
on someone’s boat
liquor pouring down your throat
cheeks out hanging
like climbing a rope
i just don’t know
maybe i was just pretending
thought forever was tomorrow
but no
the movie had ended
it’s over
jixi fox 🦊
when the light is too bright
they want it dimmed
they committing sins
just because
they want you dimmed
you just want to do life
and do some things
just showcase
they joy it brings
jixi fox 🦊
late days
never thinking out loud
each word sheltered
a curated speech
of everything but
the truth shared
does anyone care
does the world need to know
but everyday
day to night
working on our goals
it’s feeds us breath
and air
so we Inhale
to exhale
only
if the dream is imagined
so we are filled
uncomfortable
until
the thing
no one knows
explodes
as we do
once it’s released
jixi fox 🦊
it sits here
not alone
with company
not on the phone
quiet
peaceful
at ease
until
leaving the place
wishing
to return again
jixi fox 🦊
not only do I feel you
being my little spoon
and sure i am the big
we laughed hard all night
i think i am missing a rib
you fascinate me
everything you have done and did
couple feet away in a crib
we created a kid
everyday
your body and warmth
to see you smile
every breath you take
i am happy you are mine
waking up beside you
i feel good inside
and safe
just wanted to share
what has been upon my mind
jixi fox 🦊
piecing things together
felt a little bit strange
freedom is a journey
but I’m caught in a cage
trying to break free
but it’s hard
the courage i had
now gone
caught but wasn’t catched
i fell that all
odd
uneven because I didn’t match
jixi fox 🦊
it get tight sometimes
sometime it just don’t rhyme
most days we run out of time
run out of time to scream
but we need to let it out
better out than in
jixi fox 🦊