Inside there is grief,
Also it is underneath,
I do feel lonely,
And it’s not only me.
Jixi Fox 🦊
😞: Grief and emptiness can be felt on both sides. In the moment it feels one sided, but to also it felt too on the other side. Whether is a break up, death, separation, distance, and so much more, we need people, we need someone, and sometimes we lose them.
Some days I am winning,
Overflowing and I am blessed,
Never begged, I worked on myself,
God has be watching over me,
Even when I am not my best,
Can you say victory,
Okay, say with your chest!
Jixi Fox 🦊
Just giving GOD the glory and praises. For everyday, the good and the bad, and whatever is left, I am thankful.
Some days are just hard,
Our beliefs create continuity,
As we align with our purpose,
The drive is push when the world pushes back.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🙂🙃🥹: Work on you staying on your path, even when it’s hard and it doesn’t seem so clear. Just continue…
How not to be broken,
Remember how you were created,
Did you choose the spices?
Did people roll their eyes and,?
Did you wear a disguise?
If your experiences designed your lifestyle,
And you unlock your mind,
To awaken how you are wise and your vices.
You can control your broken pieces,
To build a stronger you,
And not be defeated.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Control your controllables. How do you feel about you? Strengthen that!
It’s always telling,
Exposing the past,
Trying to not leave,
Things unfinished,
Staying close to the path.
Jixi Fox 🦊
😞🤕: Some people tell truths unfinished (let that sink in). Does they make it a lie or they told a story a way to sound a way to not be judged, to later complete but it wasn’t the same as the original or was it? Hmmmmm
Just when you think it’s not enough,
Add some more,
Seasoning to have fingers licked,
Then you really want more,
Add a dash or sprinkle of this and that,
Create a magic trick,
Pull a rabbit out of a hat.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I use to have time,
Now it’s not mine,
I grind and I find,
As many ways to not be phased,
But society and life,
Keeps trying to take it away.
😟🤷🏽♂️💪🏽: I am holding on tight though,
Jixi Fox 🦊
I am literally waiting for the holiday season to be over, as much I am looking forward to Christmas, all this holiday traffic, appointments, busy over active people and problems. Why can’t the problems just pause, and wait for me to click on it with my special remote controller. lol. I just had to get that out. Sheesh! 🙄
Each laugh,
Each cry,
Each meh,
Each sigh,
I was my true self,
The master and student,
Of expressing me.
Jixi Fox 🦊
What cities do you want to visit?
I have been waiting and waiting to make a decision for this exact question. I don’t think it’s hard at all, but I ready to reach these 2 cities I have in mind. Tokyo is one number one. Japan you should see me in the next 2 years. It’s a must. I need to take the chance and leap to get here.
The second city is London. The pride of London is my favorite soccer club, Chelsea FC. So if I go, I must see a game in the stadium to finally meet my team at their home. That will be my next big vacation.
Time to see these two beautiful cities.
Jixi Fox 🦊