Why are you so loud, you are so annoying,
Why did you tattle tail, you are so annoying,
Why did you leave the light on, you are so annoying,
Why didn’t you read my blog, you didn’t even care, get outta here. 🙂
In 2012 I am going to work hard and shine BRIGHT,
Step from behind the scenes into the LIME LIGHT,
I going to flow in the wind and soar in the sky like a KITE,
Just remember I told you i am taking off, so board the FLIGHT.
When the world ends I am going to be just as it began,
Living life, learning and growing, chilling with my friends,
Even though I fear leaving this world because I don’t know when,
If it starts over, Imma live life, and Imma do it again.
I don’t know why she always bitching,
As I step in the kitchen I get that stare,
I walk away real fast I just don’t care,
I get up out the bed, put on pants don’t look back,
Win or lose which career did you choose,
Wounds opened up now it’s a re-affected bruise,
We do what we must living with the pain,
When we do something strange for a little change.
It’s been a very tough year being myself on a creative side. I have idea after idea not to see them produce into results. The pain of not being recognized for my true talents has been getting to me a little bit. Entertaining others and making sure everyone has a good time is what I what to do and is very good at but I haven’t gotten the chance to do so.
I can’t say the whole year was a bust, even though a fighting through my infamously known, “Fall Curse of Fail Productivity” ummm that’s just some name I made up to represent that every fall project I have had for the last 3 years were failures. When I say failure, I don’t mean of the creative side, but the deliver and being ready on time.
I am ready to break curse, I am ready to be me, I am ready to overcome my struggles and unleash my creativity, to entertain the world. My album is on the way and so is my book.