fast approaching
are the hopes
of fake men
never paid
never made men
penning lines
causing chaos
you can tame them
in the end
they just a bunch of
lame men
jixi fox 🦊
all of me
today i displayed
me
all of me
to you
receive me how you may
even in pieces
but i willing
and able
to give
all of me
jixi fox 🦊
exposed souls
taken away
no way no pathway
to depart upon
it’s left out in the cold
holding on unconfident
but bold
to deliver a truth
youthful churns
burn brightly
in plain view
living out your traumas
father help please
knees shake
fallen
but you helped me
toward forgiveness
and the light
jixi fox 🦊
i actually did
i felt how important
so i dream
it meant everything
it’s amazing how i feel
to love me
jixi fox 🦊
apparently not
missed the point
why did i shoot
my shot got blocked
embarrassed in public
lucky i thought i was
that no one saw
someone captured it
posted the clip
now i’m virally roasted
jixi fox 🦊
water under the bridge
it’s already done
because you did
it’s hard to forgive
water under the bridge
though it’s time to grow
i wanted violence
you should already know
growth was chosen
not with a smooth embrace
but i poured water out for you
while i stepped all over your grapes
jixi fox 🦊
for more kinder words
expose me
i dared
in no time
crisis appeared
not disguised
no sheep’s clothing
to take away
the joy i created
now left hopeless
jixi fox 🦊
falling
i cried openly
tears felt
wet moments
though i excelled
in the moment
i was lost in myself
falling that standing
nothing i had
was upheld
picking up pieces
teardrops in streams
believing in self
is the only thing
that hold me afloat
and also faith
i promise to not fall
for more mistakes
i need to stay lifted
jixi fox 🦊
no more wasting, cut ties
lately the world is too busy
no connection
tried to call
got rejection
maybe time is now lagging
you created more to use or waste
people loss time
living life in haste
you are available
hands raised
classroom volunteering
missing quality time
time flies
quit waiting on so long
cut ties
maybe they return
but you have already left
jixi fox 🦊