Too many days hot,
longing for silence to breathe,
found calm in the cool.
*I had a tough day today, but I really had to be cool. I spend the day staying in a cooler mode to not run hot.
How are you without holding back without going wild?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Been here waiting,
Creating things in my mind,
I have been anticipating,
The view of you,
Coming in through the door,
Blushing smile on the face,
Clothes falling to the floor,
Wow,
I am just as without as her,
Wink emoji,
I am laid up cozy,
Reading this story,
This is type wild. 😜
*Somedays I just be tripping for the imaginary of a sultry scene, something you have read, it haven’t seen. So your mind start creating the fantasy as a reality as if it real. You reach out for the touch, but your hand is lingering in the air. A gust of wind blew from the open window, somehow, tickling you on you neck, and you look back like who’s there.
I guess these seductive and sultry love songs on my R&B playlists has me tripping for real.
Has there ever happened to you?
When or what time of the day, do you find yourself daydreaming?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Sitting and waiting,
Debating,
If you would come back,
But the reason you left,
Was more important,
I rather be alone,
Than deal with that reality,
So why am I still thinking of you?
Jixi Fox 🦊
How much further,
What is the agenda,
Is there really an opening,
Can I come and enter,
I left without a word said,
Type mad though,
I felt I was the in a father role,
Dad mode,
When did these lies come alive,
Was it the way I made you feel inside,
Or could it be that I wasn’t there,
You probably thought I never cared,
I guess that began the cycle,
Lost in your head and emotions,
On idle,
I prefer to break the mold,
I don’t want to be cold,
I feel we can get back to a better place,
Just me and you,
As I leave the world on hold,
To focus on you.
Come here to me, so I can hold you!
Jixi Fox 🦊
Library’s back shelf,
Dust hides the book everyone,
Quotes without reading.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Awaken to see you there,
Still sleeping,
Next to me,
Rosey cheeks,
In a position so unique,
Big spoon to your little,
How sweet,
A leaned in to kiss,
Who said fantasies,
Don’t exist,
Must have never had,
A peaceful night,
With someone as precious,
A love,
A comfort felt,
A secure place,
Just to lay your head,
Feeling safe.
Jixi Fox 🦊
To lead the way,
I had to break norms,
Kick in doors,
And then found more doors,
I didn’t like what I was seeing,
Transformed,
You didn’t call me,
I wasn’t waiting,
I am pretty sure,
Each day I believe,
I am on my knees,
Praying,
Almighty,
For air to breathe,
To carry me to higher lengths,
To deliver a present,
To the world,
My gift,
My everything,
I believe much more than ever.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Led A Far | Haiku
As light grace my hand,
Guiding me where flowers rise,
Life begins again.
Jixi Fox 🦊
With a prayer and good conversation, knowing everything is real. Everything about the night and good essence is what you feel. A humble thought, and kindness running through and through. Loving yourself, and happiness is what you need to do for you.
Just a note to self to remember the small and soft things. As the world finds themselves in miserable days, but you under the shade from the hot sun, be thankful.
Jixi Fox 🦊