She waits for me to get home at nights, peeping through the window,
I arrive home, lights are off, candles burning, stove temperature on low,
She made dinner for us, I have roses and a surprise in my hand,
I love her she is my queen, she loves me her king, plus I’m the MAN.
Oh my GOD it’s monday again, I should call out,
I been dreading about today since friday when I called out,
I just I just need another day, a four-day weekend,
But I only work on Fridays and Mondays, I guess I am broke again.
I am running as fast as I can,
To which ever end I don’t know,
I simply can’t translate my thoughts,
I don’t know where to go,
Foggy glasses in a glass shed of memories,
I try not to copy my pass fails in my present form,
I don’t want to go where everyone has been,
I just want to go where I need to go,
When is that time?
NOW
Where am I going?
THERE
On this lonesome journey I need followers,
Some to keep my safe and others to give me water,
For my thirst cannot be quench thus so easily,
I am still not there yet,
Or did I even start?
No one follows behind me,
Yet my shadow is not too far apart,
Where am I going, I running as fast as I can,
When I slow down maybe I will see who was behind me,
And was following from when I first began.
Never wanted, never lived,
Always wanting more, always had something to give,
Tragic memories, nothing to boast,
Just a piece no one seeks, a life now faded, quite the ghost.
I bombed the stage, but I didn’t blow,
Its like only looking older but never to grow,
No hands clapped, just my wings got snapped,
I pressed on, its only one night, I will be right back.
I am late to work,
I forgot to eat,
A hole in my socks,
My phone died,
I said I love you,
I am lonely,
I need money,
People calling me crazy,
Who’s knocking on my door?
I had to change seats,
In here smells,
She didn’t come,
Bills overdue,
I wish I could sue you,
The laughter stops,
I can’t stop crying,
Am I really whining?
I can’t read the sign,
An idea lost,
I hate my boss,
I can’t get up,
Why is she so envious?
When will enough be enough.
Slow it down baby don’t you rush,
I want to feel everything, every single touch,
Girl you are the sexiest, hot as can me,
We can start slow then fast, its only you and me.