realizing pain exist
lost my mind
lost my grip
i stood tall
for change
but through
i still exist
jixi fox 🦊
Tag: Literature
only 8 bars in
i am only 8 bars in
in a foreign
with no passport
i am so far in
trying not to lie
to the judge
that’s a crime
to duck fines
jixi fox 🦊
Battling My Demons, But…
I am back from the drought,
I swore I never left,
Defeating all my demons,
Securely I heaven sent.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Presence
When I walk in,
People want to,
Start talking,
As my aura,
Sticks on their skin,
Like a mosquito,
They have to recognize,
Like a peacock,
In your garden,
Putting on a scene.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Second Guessing Who?
Never second guessing,
Undressing the maze,
I been left in a daze,
The feeling is amaze,
In comes me ready,
To play, touchdown,
Everyone saying hooray.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Breaking The Habit
I have been waiting so long,
To break these habits,
Like sticking my hand inside a hat,
And what comes out ain’t a rabbit.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🫣😮: No more tricks. It’s time to be super direct, super precise, and overall obsessed with the unknown. I tend to challenge myself often. I like to be ready and prepared for the unknown, it’s like an edge I have. We can’t expect different results always doing the same thing.
It’s been a tough battle for me in this area. I want more, but in certain parts I want to grow the largest, I find myself back in my comfort zone. It feels discouraging, I feel disorganized, I sometimes feel a bit defeated I accept the easy way out.
I open and honest about it, because I am still fighting. I mean I am great a so many different things, and I managed them well, and yes I am tough on myself than others who may believe I have things all figured out. But in the end, I want to be good at doing what I find will be most rewarding even with the struggle. So as I struggle to grow in my business and fitness life, I am not giving up, I really need to stop being predictable and pulling a rabbit out the hat.
Loose Clues
I am flying so I take off,
Watch me how I clear the roof,
If you wonder how potent,
It’s because it over 100 proof.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Pulling Back
Wanting to go deeper, sometimes I feel going deep can be bad. Not wrong, but bad for who doesn’t have much to offer. Surface level, with a dose of small talk is where I meet most people. I will take a different approach on opening up for more reasons.
I don’t want to be the smartest in the room. I want to grow going through many different rooms. So keeping the door open is one of my key actions I use daily.
I guess I am craving deeper connections and actions than what’s given. It’s ideal I have to break the norms and my surroundings and grow outward. Work on changing my environment to use if I can find what I and truly looking for.
Are you happy with the environment you are around? Which type of environment would you like to be apart of?
Jixi Fox 🦊
When All The Lies Exist #spokenword #poetry
How much further,
What is the agenda,
Is there really an opening,
Can I come and enter,
I left without a word said,
Type mad though,
I felt I was the in a father role,
Dad mode,
When did these lies come alive,
Was it the way I made you feel inside,
Or could it be that I wasn’t there,
You probably thought I never cared,
I guess that began the cycle,
Lost in your head and emotions,
On idle,
I prefer to break the mold,
I don’t want to be cold,
I feel we can get back to a better place,
Just me and you,
As I leave the world on hold,
To focus on you.
Come here to me, so I can hold you!
Jixi Fox 🦊