How can I, go deeper,
How can I, be sweeter,
How can I, feel this way,
Because I love you, everyday.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🥹
How can I, go deeper,
How can I, be sweeter,
How can I, feel this way,
Because I love you, everyday.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🥹
Every thought and action,
I remember like a drill,
It’s a routine to my passion,
But I am spontaneous at will.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Use to run away when I felt trapped,
Didn’t know why that was, but it was that,
I left my emotions hidden far in the back,
Now I’m unleashing to the world just like that.
Jixi Fox 🦊
How I wanted to be felt,
You made me feel,
How I dreamed of you,
You made it real.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Been here waiting,
Creating things in my mind,
I have been anticipating,
The view of you,
Coming in through the door,
Blushing smile on the face,
Clothes falling to the floor,
Wow,
I am just as without as her,
Wink emoji,
I am laid up cozy,
Reading this story,
This is type wild. 😜
*Somedays I just be tripping for the imaginary of a sultry scene, something you have read, it haven’t seen. So your mind start creating the fantasy as a reality as if it real. You reach out for the touch, but your hand is lingering in the air. A gust of wind blew from the open window, somehow, tickling you on you neck, and you look back like who’s there.
I guess these seductive and sultry love songs on my R&B playlists has me tripping for real.
Has there ever happened to you?
When or what time of the day, do you find yourself daydreaming?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Sitting and waiting,
Debating,
If you would come back,
But the reason you left,
Was more important,
I rather be alone,
Than deal with that reality,
So why am I still thinking of you?
Jixi Fox 🦊
How much further,
What is the agenda,
Is there really an opening,
Can I come and enter,
I left without a word said,
Type mad though,
I felt I was the in a father role,
Dad mode,
When did these lies come alive,
Was it the way I made you feel inside,
Or could it be that I wasn’t there,
You probably thought I never cared,
I guess that began the cycle,
Lost in your head and emotions,
On idle,
I prefer to break the mold,
I don’t want to be cold,
I feel we can get back to a better place,
Just me and you,
As I leave the world on hold,
To focus on you.
Come here to me, so I can hold you!
Jixi Fox 🦊
Today was a lovely day, a bit of rest and workout. Even though I went to workout late, it’s still counts. Today I got to reunited with a friend I haven’t seen in over 5 years. It’s crazy how this much time has passed. Life definitely has changed for both of us.
Our bond was so tight that it was even hard to order our food, as we were so deep in our conversation to catch up. So much the waitress who was trying to serve us had to come back 3 times.
I can definitely say it felts more like connecting with a family member how it was a great moment.
I am so happy to had experienced this movement. It was a great ending to August.
I think I need to share more stories and moments in my life on the weekends. I don’t think it should be all passion, creativity, it can also be people. I need to connect more back with people.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Awaken to see you there,
Still sleeping,
Next to me,
Rosey cheeks,
In a position so unique,
Big spoon to your little,
How sweet,
A leaned in to kiss,
Who said fantasies,
Don’t exist,
Must have never had,
A peaceful night,
With someone as precious,
A love,
A comfort felt,
A secure place,
Just to lay your head,
Feeling safe.
Jixi Fox 🦊