Never been a fan of rules, I always been a fan of cool, Doing cool sh*t, Living life as bunch of what if’s, Making people question my approach, Like what is this, Some may get pissed, But how do they grow though, How do you evolve, Following the same kind of flow, Never second guessing, The impression is all weird, Like take the left path, As the right one was so clear, Moving with no fear, Not worried if you will be judged, Judgy people, Are the type of people, Who probably need some hugs, To cover their tush, As the sit and box, They going to just have to watch me, Color outside the box.
Some days I feel I want to unsubscribe from life, Like opting out of the bs that happening in mine, Feeling like I am walking in minefields, Knowing another episode is about to explode, Can’t crack the logic to the frantic, I haven’t developed the code, Can’t be watching people on social, Faking life seem so hopeful, It’s worth noting, Or I could just be hoping, I need to change to something more potent, Something with a kick, I mean, I see the goal, But not knowing how winning feels, Evergreen, yea ever green, Haven’t fully ripen, Straight to rotten it just seems, Meanings to things are not what they pan out to be, Believing the words of others, Have you ever watched a politician speak? Leak sources, Tie up our forces, Buying courses, Email inbox cluttered with advertising, Every arising just leads, To another minefield, It can’t just be me, So I escaping on a boat, To stay afloat, With just hopes, Of how being at peace feels, Opting to unsubscribe, Shouldn’t feel so mean, Feels let a bit of breakup, We finally wake up, Playing for another team.
Do you realize nothing is impossible, It only matter on the space for which, That reality is created? For dreams do exist, So is our creativity, The sky is the limit, Should be in every little kids lunch kit, We are gifted with imagination, To unlock doors, Believe in that anything is possible. Inside we have the key.
I have been thinking, That I want to me linking, With you, Pass your curfew, Let’s find something to do, We can talk on the phone for hours, Or we can do something casual, A little bit of touch and tease, A bit of screaming baby please, All while having deep connection, So lure in, Singing melodies, Creating unique fantasies, Make more feelings of ecstasy, So we can fall a sleep, Under the moon, Under a tree, On a blanket of roses, Fitting for you and me.
Could this really be us, Better yet, Is this happening to us, For it shall, It’s the just me and you, Equaling us, Trusting, Every, Moment, With, You, Is, Beautiful.
Cycling through life, Trying to find where to go, Who to know, Paths to take, Money to make, For cash rules everything, And greed, How can we stop ourselves, From what we need, We believe in the greater good, Unless we pessimistic, Our true values, Seems misrepresented, So we vent it, Through comments and memes, You think you ripe, You never evolved, You are green, Meaning to things matter, And you matter more than all, So lead yourself to where you want to, Do it for you, Don’t follow ours directions, In a wall.
So many changes, Not trying to lose my head, Woke up today, Hopped up out of the bed, I read the path, I did the math, But someone held me back in class, Now I am showing my ass, Can I just be upset?
I have been working very hard in the background to be more productive, happier, and healthier. With that comes, creating new routines and breaking old and bad habits. In life with sometimes find sweet spots and pocket of space to live in, that doesn’t take away or add value, but we stay put in there. We are not the next person, I tell this to my clients a lot, but we should want to create a new or dynamic life to really say we lived than just said we existed, or we maintain the basics.
THE WHY
Ever since I was a child, I wanted to break cycles. I want to achieve what my family never have, but I will do it my way. So in order to understand how, when, and why, I must know myself. And that I do know very well. I know for a facts I love a challenge, and a break through, I just sometimes look back and say, wow, you are going crazy insane for that goal. As you are putting your mind, body, relationships, and more through new mental stress, actions, accountability, and growth. It’s not easy to achieve all you want and more but, we, well at least I try.
THE GOAL
So here are my goals. I will create a video for the 8th of October -> HERE to explain the goals and what they mean in audio terms.
Goals For October
Become a Level 6 reviewer in New York City.
Go on (2 – 3) Mental Chill Walks Per Week.
Post (4) Reels Every Week on My Instagram. (so in total 16 for the month).
Create (1) Audio Ditation Chat and post on YouTube.
Create (5) New Posts Canva.
Complete (4 – 5) Reviews per week.
Read (1) Book for the Month. (The goal is to read 3-4 books by the end of the year 2023)