didn’t know how to tell you
didn’t know how to let go
i never knew that you were that special
i wish someone would have let me know
that my heart will feel a tremble
when i decided to head back home
for i am now lost
i never show up
to read the script
jixi fox 🦊
since you left
i felt missed a part of me
then came more life experiences
truly you were not a part of me
jixi fox 🦊
everything built
can be broken
a unspoken truth
but by who
that’s the major clue
it is you?
jixi fox 🦊
faithfully alone
couldn’t condone
a new body
to touch mines
that’s already claimed
jixi fox 🦊
i accepted the date
i wanted entrees
but when we dine
i am giving it up off sides
jixi fox 🦊
you took me places
we shared moments plenty
you filled me up
when i was empty
but things changed
it seems i became heavy
so if you going to leave
then leave
just
leave it there
on the table
my heart
jixi fox 🦊
longing for passion
and exclusivity
i did the work
and created unity
all i wanted was you
but all i received were clues
to a puzzle
i didn’t know i was building
i gave up my time
i committed my energy
i was present
you were my priority
but for me to live
you have to die
for me to smile
you have to cry
i am telling the truth
no need to lie
i am deleting you
from by my side
jixi fox 🦊
untold yesterday
but today upfront
it pierced my pride
what you cared for inside
what are the terms
what are the mixture
are the chemicals
the right mix
special combinations
the elixir unknown
does exist
jixi fox 🦊