It’s truly a hard place to be when things start to decay. Think about that love that expired, retired, or serve no purpose, but we hold on. We break our every limits to not let go the bond that was not there, which did not care. Only to watch it slowly break you apart.
Decay
The longer I stay with you,
I start to decay,
I prayed for better days,
But they never came,
Now I watch my soul,
Slowly decay,
As I hold onto you.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I open my empty heart to breathe,
I decided to accept my life and lead,
I treat greed like toxins trying to escape,
I deleted corruptions, I cleared my plate.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Long after the missing link,
I fell in despair,
Only to sit and think,
They I really don’t care. 🤷🏽♂️
Jixi Fox 🦊
We want to be right in the moment, but sometimes you are just wrong over time.
If I missed your text,
Don’t be vexed,
I was just not by my phone,
Not messing with my ex?
Or was I? 🤯😱😈
Jixi Fox 🦊
People too serious these days man. Mostly negative and wishing or guessing the worse will always happen to them. I remembered a time when I decided to just stop talking instead of defending or redirecting conversations or go down a rabbit role of foolishness to end a question, turn debate that turned to an argument over nothing. Just a pure waste of time, we actually won’t get back.
There are days we want to stop,
But we can’t stop, won’t stop,
Until life sits you down,
Then you question, what now?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Much time has passed,
That we hung together,
My life has took a turn,
Our time we had I hope you remember.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Some days are just hard,
Our beliefs create continuity,
As we align with our purpose,
The drive is push when the world pushes back.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🙂🙃🥹: Work on you staying on your path, even when it’s hard and it doesn’t seem so clear. Just continue…
What’s your best features,
I have been looking for you,
Wanted you to be mine,
But I felt I had no time,
But you so fine,
I just want to be with you,
Always on your page,
You put on such a performance,
I watch on stage,
Your ways and your curves,
Especially your words,
Best yet, best ever,
Across the world,
No one has “my eyes” but you,
You are all I can see,
I feel you,
Knowing we can,
Be all that we can be,
I wonder how it would be,
To be yours,
The emotions and experiences,
Taking on life together,
And doing everything,
Watching you grow as I grow,
Watching your ebbs and flow,
Supporting you daily,
An angel,
You create my heaven,
With each hold,
I am exposed,
No fears,
When I let go,
To give and receive,
Just to say,
We connect,
You and me,
Your best features,
I have yet to see,
We can make life work,
You and me,
Can I nurture your best features,
Jixi Fox 🦊
We rushed the recipe,
And wondered why the taste was off,
We turned up the heat,
Thought we were solid,
But came up soft,
We fell in love fast,
Things got awkward,
All I can do is just cough.
Jixi Fox 🦊
🤫🤷🏽♂️: It doesn’t always work out. Watch your pace, let its simmer just a bit.