My thoughts of you,
Your warm embrace,
You are so beautiful,
You are worth the chase,
Loving you was the best to me,
Everything about you made my day,
You are my cure, my remedy,
Just know I am missing you okay.
MISSING YOUR LOVING
by: Jixi Fox
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Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me
Simply a menace I cause havoc like dennis,
I throw jabs at you, jaw broken now you at the dentist,
I train daily so I am precise when I pull triggers,
I make those buzzer bangers, 3 pointers like Reggie Miller,
I dare anyone to contest me even my shadow,
When I show off my skills girls be thinking I am quite rad though,
I can add though, shots after shots I am chilling at the bar,
I am fly as hell, hover over you jet lagged I am shooting star.
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Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me
I see the party people twerking, but shall I do the same,
I want to party all night, my parents driving me insane,
Shall I twerk in bathroom where no one can see,
Or shall a twerk on a pole or in the middle of the street,
I just can’t make up mind on something my booty should grind,
If I don’t soon I am going to explode like a mine,
So I got to humble myself and know my damn role,
For there is someone out there taking their show on the road.
Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me
So the wind blow the cool breeze hits me lips,
Reminding me of the times I lied and living my life with risks,
Drunk all the time, and splurging like it’s the end of the world,
How I hated myself and wasn’t accepted by everyone including my girl,
I only cared about money, fun, drugs and forgotten memories,
I hung out the with complete strangers and even my enemies,
There was a point in my life when all I wanted was to win,
But now my life is out of control and I throw caution to the wind.
Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me
Rumors said we weren’t going to make it,
We sold a lie and faked it until we made it,
Truth lies beneath our lies when we communicate,
Sadly out truths will never see the day,
Until the end.
I present you with love and amazing moments,
When we connect its adrenaline and sex over and over,
For a moment I thought there was hope for us above,
But this day marks the day that I am walking away from love,
Time to watch love die.
Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me
Tension building, mind steady racing,
In the bedroom walking back and forth pacing,
Tracing off my lover for his cheating and lying ways,
I wish I so wish I was not here with him today,
By my fault alone I let the lies slip,
Again and again in pain because I believe it was best to forgive,
I fight myself day after day, something has to give,
It’s the end of the road, he has to go, I got a grave to dig.
BYE,
you were once,
LOVED.
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Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me | http://www.jixifox.com
Floating away is my heart, to a far far land of exotic women,
Stimulating clouds of words I send to her, the special one, with seductive bliss,
Kisses fall like rain drops from my lips to hers and all over her body very tastefully,
For the moment is right, the Sun is bright, and smiling upon our love & beauty.
Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.com | http://www.jixifox.me
I poked her on facebook, trying to get at her wall,
I tweeted her on her twitter, she blocked me because I didn’t have any balls,
I guess she didn’t like my smiley face, or maybe it was my eyes,
For they were laid on her profile pics all over her thighs,
In disguise I saw her on Instagram filtering pics away,
I am was happy to see her in a new light,
Maybe she will finally come out to play,
All I wanted was a reblog, or retweet, or maybe even a share,
It’s just the life as a striving music artist,
In love trying to survive in the city of tears.
I lust for success, so I made lame advances…
Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.com | http://www.jixifox.me
Caught up in the moment,
Stimulating vibration down my spine,
One of a kind feeling, that’s all mine,
All I can do it erupt with lust.
As the tension builds,
My body and senses start to tinkle,
The words I want to express leads off my hand, I touch, I feel,
My coffee oozes wetness, I have had my share of thoughts to read.
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Jixi Fox
The Creative Nemesis
http://www.jixifox.me