lately i been deleting
greeting discomfort at the door
showcasing the disconnect
and how it disrespect my code
somedays i want to be left alone
i mean without phone
in hand scanning
in some corner instagramming
while people are in famine
it saddens me
for how i want to do more
my core is checking ids
and go to jail cards
as my property
mind body and soul
wants more of me
deep connection
expressive ecstasy
so i must leave
whatever no longer serves well
so no ace
jixi fox 🦊
i left you in wonder
timing was all but drifting
your realization check engine light on
you still scrolling to find me
jixi fox 🦊
don’t be shocked
i unlocked the box
you gave everything
i took all you got
jixi fox 🦊
you know deep down
things had to change
you don’t have to feel the pain
or seem insane
to know
it’s time to change path
it’s to to correct the math
it’s not giving up
but start anew
jixi fox 🦊
everything an ad spend
add sense to human beings
who look to be fiends
for green
leaning
stuck in routine
clicking in the feed
logging into the chat
resume streaming
leaving fakes
for facts
jixi fox 🦊
there are wins
and losses
then the truth
what’s your move
jixi fox 🦊
the funny thing is
everytime i write
feelings flow hard
then i end with the end
with a barrier
so my emotions are guarded
jixi fox 🦊
rubbing two stones
boldly trying to match
to start a flame
aiming so high
sometime feels insane
until change
presents itself
jixi fox 🦊
felt like i have fallen
my mind has been on alarm
decision fatigue swarming
too heavy to carry about
jixi fox 🦊