breathe in and out
use your senses
feel the now
not the past tense
embrace here
and there when time allows
jixi fox 🦊
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catch me
catch me
when i am falling
receive me
when i am calling
i am present
as a present
for you
jixi fox 🦊
casually late
you know what time it is
but i don’t
showing up on time
i won’t
for i am who they came to see
people show up early to wait on me
as i walk in
i see the envy in their eyes
once in a while
i show up extra late
in style
i don’t even care
jixi fox 🦊
mute me
slow breathing
while speaking
over the phone
deep breathes
less stress
watch your tone
more days
to play
been in a zone
no more to say
word loss
caution
look out for the cone
mute
jixi fox 🦊
craving you
missing even a dose
is too much alone
i am craving you
so much more
each day away
a pain
i need a doctor
i am going insane
you by my side
it a bliss
every second without
you are missed
jixi fox 🦊
me and my plus one
invited
so i showed up
but you know what
i can’t go
unless my plus one can
that’s my person
we like to dance
i have done the math
if you invited one
then it’s really have two
so before you mess up the count
i only come
when there is a plus one
jixi fox 🦊
restless
eyes closed but wide open
fail to regenerate
life has hold
it hard to free one’s self
reaching out
like a hand out of water
while drowning
i can’t function
my capacity is capped
but i proceed
to find time
i could have never got back
jixi fox 🦊
deleting you, for me
longing for passion
and exclusivity
i did the work
and created unity
all i wanted was you
but all i received were clues
to a puzzle
i didn’t know i was building
i gave up my time
i committed my energy
i was present
you were my priority
but for me to live
you have to die
for me to smile
you have to cry
i am telling the truth
no need to lie
i am deleting you
from by my side
jixi fox 🦊
peeling back the layers
it was too much
hard to hold
too much weight
to carry my thoughts
forward without a pause
yet i chose to not stand still
jixi fox 🦊