Sitting and waiting,
Debating,
If you would come back,
But the reason you left,
Was more important,
I rather be alone,
Than deal with that reality,
So why am I still thinking of you?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Sitting and waiting,
Debating,
If you would come back,
But the reason you left,
Was more important,
I rather be alone,
Than deal with that reality,
So why am I still thinking of you?
Jixi Fox 🦊
How much further,
What is the agenda,
Is there really an opening,
Can I come and enter,
I left without a word said,
Type mad though,
I felt I was the in a father role,
Dad mode,
When did these lies come alive,
Was it the way I made you feel inside,
Or could it be that I wasn’t there,
You probably thought I never cared,
I guess that began the cycle,
Lost in your head and emotions,
On idle,
I prefer to break the mold,
I don’t want to be cold,
I feel we can get back to a better place,
Just me and you,
As I leave the world on hold,
To focus on you.
Come here to me, so I can hold you!
Jixi Fox 🦊
Library’s back shelf,
Dust hides the book everyone,
Quotes without reading.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Working on holiday again. I should have done better, but think of a holiday as a break, even though no fun was had.
What’s your favorite holiday to celebrate?
Jixi Fox 🦊
Lately it’s been,
Me alone,
Writing my future on loose pages,
Lacking sleep for days and days,
Chasing me,
The next me,
After me.
*note: Have you ever just got lost for a few days? Trying to pick apart and bring together things you having figured out yet. Like the future is tomorrow but you in the 1900th. The brainstorm days adds life and a life line to what is to come. Don’t skip the step that actually enhance your story.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Awaken to see you there,
Still sleeping,
Next to me,
Rosey cheeks,
In a position so unique,
Big spoon to your little,
How sweet,
A leaned in to kiss,
Who said fantasies,
Don’t exist,
Must have never had,
A peaceful night,
With someone as precious,
A love,
A comfort felt,
A secure place,
Just to lay your head,
Feeling safe.
Jixi Fox 🦊
To lead the way,
I had to break norms,
Kick in doors,
And then found more doors,
I didn’t like what I was seeing,
Transformed,
You didn’t call me,
I wasn’t waiting,
I am pretty sure,
Each day I believe,
I am on my knees,
Praying,
Almighty,
For air to breathe,
To carry me to higher lengths,
To deliver a present,
To the world,
My gift,
My everything,
I believe much more than ever.
Jixi Fox 🦊
People do pay attention. Sometimes to keep the attention may take some time. But quality last longer than just quantity.
Be the person you know that holds value.
Jixi Fox 🦊
How much more is enough? How far do I have to run to feel a rush? I could only imagine, as we set a goal and win, another goal is created. When do we actually reach the finish line and stop? What happens once that occur?
Jixi Fox 🦊