MELANCHOLY

Forever down on my luck,
I shut the door on world,
Blocking others out,
Inside stuck,
Feeling like I am not good enough,
Trust I know I am not good enough,
But I just want to be left alone,
Leave me be,
So I can release,
This high I feel,
That is saddening,
That keeps heightening,
To a level so profound,
Underground I keep beating myself down,
While others try to reach for me,
I reach my hand out and grasp,
Pulling myself up,
I then let go,
And free fall back in misery,
Just let me go.