so many thoughts
at night
are captive
on my knees
for a release
i can’t give
but to dream
is a release
i wish for
meanwhile in bed
fantasizing i slept more
jixi fox 🦊
Day: October 21, 2026
What’s something you’ve done that you never thought you could?
What’s something you’ve done that you never thought you could?
A very deep question I can say for sure. I can’t recall an objective I thought I couldn’t have done but did. I am a realistic and an optimist, so I easily believe if I try I could achieve.
But honestly speaking only two things I can recall possibly thinking couldn’t be done but I did. Passing a certain test or exam in high school, I listened to the doubts and others than myself. I thought I couldn’t pass this AP English exam and I did.
Another instance was trying to pull off dating this out of my league girl in high school. I mean I felt I truly had no chance talking to her to even get a date. But surprisingly she liked me in such a humbling way, and gave me a chance. I believed I have learned a lot of important lessons early that build my confidence in my adult life. So I lead with hope, chance, faith, and luck in most things, because the only way I will know if I would fail, is to try first.
jixi fox 🦊