when I fell
i fell deeply
secretly falling in love too soon
every sunrise
every fall moon
i couldn’t imagine
a day not seeing you
until the very day
you said we need to talk
my heart beat heavier
after every thought
after every walk
each step
had me in disbelief
we met face to face
and you told me
we have to go
our separate ways
my heart broke
wishing i had ran away
to never hear those words
now i stand stuck
and broken
jixi fox 🦊
exiting pain
there were better days
love was pure
exceeded every frame
now the paint has faded
from the wall your photo stood
i loved you yesterday not today
you are gone for good
jixi fox 🦊
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Your links to more deposits.
high end feelings
lately comtemplating
your love will be missed
Life has ways to teach us lessons, how to feel wanted, needed and seen. It also made you feel forgotten and lost. Feeling left behind is heart breaking, so how do we choose to express our feelings.
Forgotten
Left with a note and the door closed,
I had a pen and some thoughts so I wrote,
I scribbled over the lines written that said wait for me,
And wrote my true feeling, you left you should have stayed with me.
Jixi Fox 🦊
It’s truly a hard place to be when things start to decay. Think about that love that expired, retired, or serve no purpose, but we hold on. We break our every limits to not let go the bond that was not there, which did not care. Only to watch it slowly break you apart.
Decay
The longer I stay with you,
I start to decay,
I prayed for better days,
But they never came,
Now I watch my soul,
Slowly decay,
As I hold onto you.
Jixi Fox 🦊
planned and tried to love
but my heart broke up in two
from the shock above.
Sometimes your heart gets broken, even when handled with care. The fear of not being protected leaves you uneasy and in despair.
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Left broken hearted,
She didn’t realized I cared,
I wished I didn’t,
Now I am by myself in tears.
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Love is hard
But I love you
I need you in my life.
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Confessions To My Ex-Friend
“a series of thoughts and words i wanted to express. times were never always bad not their best. these are the words i wanted to say. or it may just be too late. these emotions are coming from a real place.”
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I got frostbite last night,
By my lady,
She told me,
If it ain’t about love,
She don’t want to hear it,
She demanded and commanded,
Wave her hand at me,
As if she had a ward,
All I knew was,
In the end,
I was turned on,
I was frozen,
I was cold,
Bolder than ever before,
For she is my queen,
Ebony,
She deserves everything she needs,
So I committed,
I respect,
I will do whatever it is,
She desires,
For she may have sounded coldhearted,
For what she asked for and required,
But her communication clear,
It was sold.
Photo by Taylor Boggs
I know who they claim to be,
But who are they?
Let me ask one more time,
Let’s see if the answer is clear as day,
It’s getting kind of foggy,
A smog has appeared in the air,
With a wave of my hands to fan off the dust,
Disappear they did as if they were ghosts.
They never were here…
Thanks for sharing in my thoughts,
Jixi Fox