Static flow, Mo money, Mo dough, No fluffy, Everything exposed, Stoner’s so puffy, I bless you when I sneeze, I am so stuffy, Let me go, So I can run, I came here for the games, Here to have fun, Bring the smoke, I will disappear, I am everywhere, Atmosphere.
Haven’t felt so lost, Though I feel so deceived, The only thing I need is me, All the advertising I see, Create a belief of what I need, But the only thing I really need, Is me, How lost is lost, Maybe going to therapy, Will help me find them, I walk this earth eyes wide open, But feeling like a blind man, What’s next, What’s that, Who did what, Who dating who, Just a few of the pools, I feel I get sunken into, How deep is the cut, For me to know how bad the bleed, The only person I need is me, Free my mind, Open my senses, Never fake my cries, You can’t finish my sentences, I need help, Only the deaf, Seem to be the only ones that hear my screams, For it’s not just my voice, But looking into my actions, To see what they truly mean, The things I go through, Are constant for me, As it is for others, If I don’t find help, Who knows what follows, I don’t just need me, I need others too, That believe and encourage me, Commit to the follow up, And the follow through, And truly sees me.
*Note: I been reading a few articles recently about male suicide numbers rising, and links to mental health problems, relationship problems, arguments and other personal crisis. I was inspired to write this piece for suicide and mental health awareness. Even though these goes for all humans are a very big problem, and you never what someone is going through day to day. The struggles for people tend to run deep and also not, for a trigger or a stressor for you may be light, but for someone else it’s heavy. I truly hope we help others find help, and check in on our friends, family, co-workers, with warm thoughts and positive affirmations that may lighten their days.
Art is drippy, My lens so trippy, I love me some Jiffy, Time to get jiggy, I am cool and calm, I was wilding from day to dawn, I yawned boldly, I don’t just that only.
When you are up, You are up, Reach for the sky, Get so far up, You are high, Spread your wings to fly, And go further than you wanted, Because only you know why.
noun: a feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else’s possessions, qualities, or luck. verb: desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable attribute belonging to (someone else).
In all actuality, I don’t envy anyone. I am very content in my development and growth at this period of time in my life. You can say I did envy others at some point. I wanted to build my followers on YouTube to be 50k or 100K, like a few creators I know. I didn’t want their but I did want my own. I guess you can say I aspire to reach those threshold of engagement and communication and audience.
For the most of my life, I have always try to avoid the work envy and envious. I have seen how it can hurt others. And I totally can understand why it’s an emotion we could feel. But I am so strong will I want to achieve more and more, and I don’t mind fighting for it.
I admire so much the work people put into growth, that I once I achieve something I always try to give back to others to reach whatever they want.
But for now I envy the future me. The me that hosts a few podcast episodes per month. The me that releases a new song or melody per month. The me that create creative designs for art, clothing and graphics every month while collaborating with others.
There is my envy, the future me. I want what he has, and I am going to get it. 🙂
I like the new feature on WordPress to do more prompts. I feel writing some relatable content with your featured content piece is ideal. When there is a bit human connection to your work, that invites more engagement. Then again if you choose to be private and closed off from information, you have a right to your privacy.
A super cool and viral photo AI trend is sweeping the internet and social media currently. For how long, I don’t know, but I do know for sure there is a bigger topic on the effect on business, people, entrepreneurs, and people in the freelance, creative and tech industry. I will share my thoughts on that in a future post.
I bought it to give it a try. At first I thought it was a free service everyone was using. But until I when in and tried I realized it’s paid service within the app for which you upload 10-20 of your best selfie photos, and the AI technology will create up to 100 AI crafted Magic Avatars or yourself in multiple genres and variations.
The APP I am talking about is called Lensa AI, located in the app store for Apple App Store and Google App Store, for which it’s free to download, but has a subscription based, that at least gives you enough time test it out with a trial time frame.
So here are a few of my results for uploading my photos, for which they are deleted after processing your photos. As I do know most apps give a so called disclaimer, but to validate if it’s true or not, that’s the risk we take each and everyday when it comes to policy.
I wanted to give it a world, so I bit, I did the trial, and cancelled, and paid $5.99 for my batch of 100 photos, for which was an epic toss up, I like very little from the batch, but I had some decent results I can say is worth the cost I spent that I may use for alternative purposes since I paid for the service.
Let me know what you think… And do you think it’s worth given a shot to see your results. If you have, share a link to your post, or Instagram in the comments...
So let me let you know what the opening is, I call I text, I get no answer from my friends, Seems like we just pen pals, Texting playing phone tag, Hoping one of us don’t hold back, And answer calls, It’s seem this is what living life involves, Scared of the people we care about, These are not the things we hear about, All true though, Distractions clutter our lives, We have no clue though, Think, Real conversations don’t actually exist, Skip, Now we in this ish, Life is like this, Wake, Eat, Work, Shit, Repeat, Who really hears our heart beat, Stressed about the world, We seem to have no relief, Grief clouts our life, Seems like there is no good deed, No words spoken, Going nowhere fast, Having no speed, Wish I could get so high, But have no weed, Is it time to let go?
