I see you smile,
I saw you cry,
I know you from outside,
But I can feel you from inside.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I see you smile,
I saw you cry,
I know you from outside,
But I can feel you from inside.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Today was a lovely day, a bit of rest and workout. Even though I went to workout late, it’s still counts. Today I got to reunited with a friend I haven’t seen in over 5 years. It’s crazy how this much time has passed. Life definitely has changed for both of us.
Our bond was so tight that it was even hard to order our food, as we were so deep in our conversation to catch up. So much the waitress who was trying to serve us had to come back 3 times.
I can definitely say it felts more like connecting with a family member how it was a great moment.
I am so happy to had experienced this movement. It was a great ending to August.
I think I need to share more stories and moments in my life on the weekends. I don’t think it should be all passion, creativity, it can also be people. I need to connect more back with people.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Awaken to see you there,
Still sleeping,
Next to me,
Rosey cheeks,
In a position so unique,
Big spoon to your little,
How sweet,
A leaned in to kiss,
Who said fantasies,
Don’t exist,
Must have never had,
A peaceful night,
With someone as precious,
A love,
A comfort felt,
A secure place,
Just to lay your head,
Feeling safe.
Jixi Fox 🦊
To lead the way,
I had to break norms,
Kick in doors,
And then found more doors,
I didn’t like what I was seeing,
Transformed,
You didn’t call me,
I wasn’t waiting,
I am pretty sure,
Each day I believe,
I am on my knees,
Praying,
Almighty,
For air to breathe,
To carry me to higher lengths,
To deliver a present,
To the world,
My gift,
My everything,
I believe much more than ever.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Led A Far | Haiku
As light grace my hand,
Guiding me where flowers rise,
Life begins again.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Broken down in some many pieces,
Cleaning was too much,
I regret being too open,
I gave up too much,
Now I am exposed,
And I am out,
Even though,
I wanted to be in,
No longer can I crawl into my shell,
I am outside it’s hot as hell,
Whoever said it couldn’t be this bad
Never experienced the day I had,
I am so broken.
Jixi Fox 🦊
You ask me to show you,
So I did,
You ask me to turn around,
So I can spin,
My smile to make you feel better,
I only remember cloudy days,
When I couldn’t predict the weather,
You showed me things,
I found hard to decode,
I think about them everyday,
Mostly when I am alone,
I am caught in your web,
Holding tight on my body,
I can not breathe,
I tried running away,
But you took my knees,
So I can’t bend corners,
I can’t jumped fences,
You keep being my present and future,
Instead of past tenses,
Lost are my thoughts,
As I struggle in the weeds,
I have to make a change today,
So I am deleting you, for me.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I had found out how
footsteps fade into the fog,
being lost at night.
🤓: I had found out that walking alone, I could get lost. Wishing someone would miss me, I left a trail to my heart. Beating louder and louder as you approach. I was one lost, but now found by who you missed the most.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I heard tiptoes.
Coming down the stairs,
I couldn’t run,
I wish I had prepared,
For what happened next,
For I been in fear,
A blessing came,
All of a sudden.
Jixi Fox 🦊