Have you ever just came home,
Sat down,
And requested silence from the world,
The earth has been moving under feet,
Just prompting you to work,
You just need a breather,
Maybe a misdemeanor,
Compared to the felonies in your day,
A warm meal and some tv,
But still you can’t have your way.
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If it can all exist,
Would you want it all,
Or would ration the experience,
Or absorb it all,
Would take everything,
And leave with nothing left,
Just to say,
You experienced everything that exist.
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Trying out new things,
Never done before,
Once left it closed,
Now I choice to open the door.
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Ever just want it so bad,
You feel like you would do anything,
Feeling any attempt that lacking is sad,
Each chance you give everything,
More than most….
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Eyes wide open now,
The world whispers in soft winds,
Hope takes its first breath
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Obviously,
I want more,
But where to?
Going in a path,
I never dared to,
If I am the bluetooth device,
What am I paired to?
Disconnected from our real lives,
Something I never cared to,
So so,
Where to now,
What’s the goal?
Frozen in time,
Until I have broken ice,
Here goes my tears, hold,
Onwards and forward,
Into the distance of all possibilities,
The goal is to grab ahold of my reality.
Jixi Fox 🦊
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Today exists, but,
Tomorrow is not promised.
How I feel today.
*Life seems to be on sale these days, with a hefty price tag. As we try to limit our consumption, we fight each day against algorithms, marketing, and advertising that wants us to fail and fall in bad habits, debts, control. How do we actually win? Can we? At what cost? We just want health care and to live!
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Too many days hot,
longing for silence to breathe,
found calm in the cool.
*I had a tough day today, but I really had to be cool. I spend the day staying in a cooler mode to not run hot.
How are you without holding back without going wild?
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Been here waiting,
Creating things in my mind,
I have been anticipating,
The view of you,
Coming in through the door,
Blushing smile on the face,
Clothes falling to the floor,
Wow,
I am just as without as her,
Wink emoji,
I am laid up cozy,
Reading this story,
This is type wild. 😜
*Somedays I just be tripping for the imaginary of a sultry scene, something you have read, it haven’t seen. So your mind start creating the fantasy as a reality as if it real. You reach out for the touch, but your hand is lingering in the air. A gust of wind blew from the open window, somehow, tickling you on you neck, and you look back like who’s there.
I guess these seductive and sultry love songs on my R&B playlists has me tripping for real.
Has there ever happened to you?
When or what time of the day, do you find yourself daydreaming?
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