Problems arise,
We are wish we could lift,
The weight can to be heavy,
We don’t always have the gift.
#Strength
Jixi Fox 🦊
Problems arise,
We are wish we could lift,
The weight can to be heavy,
We don’t always have the gift.
#Strength
Jixi Fox 🦊
Picture this,
Me catching them all,
Like Pokémon,
The badges of experience,
Travel here and there,
Doing that and this,
Wondering which one did I miss,
Never kissing my dreams goodbye,
I welcome them in time,
Running my own race,
Sometimes I do laps,
But most times I go the hardest,
For the win and photo finish,
Picture this.
Hope you enjoy, be cool & chill ✌️
Let me know your thoughts 💭 in the comments.
Thanks for reading,
Jixi Fox 🦊

Too many days afraid,
Silent,
Dimmed lights,
Close to darkness,
Forgotten but open,
Reaching,
Wanting to be molded,
Focus on the just,
Surviving,
Until,
Finally,
Something changed,
Me,
I didn’t feel the same,
Refreshed even,
Under a new source,
A new hope,
I felt like,
I just woke up.
Jixi Fox 🦊
I couldn’t see you,
I lied,
I saw you clearly,
I cried,
I knew it wasn’t tight,
It’s widely loose,
Descriptive adjectives,
I have the juice,
Wordplaying everyday,
I be causing mayhem,
Is all I am saying,
I am mad loose with it on the daily,
I almost didn’t severely.
Jixi Fox 🦊
365 Days of Learning via Duolingo

My gosh, I am on a roll. I never thought I would be so consist with learning a new language and more. I am in love with learning and growth that I created some amazing habits I am proud of.
Over the last 365 days, yes 1 whole year straight, I have consistently logged on my Duolingo App, to learn a new language, practice and expand on many other elements.
It’s all started off with my saying hey, I want to go to Japan one day, and have always wanted to learn Japanese. My brother said hey, why don’t you use the Duolingo App. I was like oh snap, I forgot it was there to realize, over the many years it has development and got much more easier and fun to use.
Of course many who have used it, also say, it’s a bit too easy or too skewed. They have also said it mad annoying and always telling you to log in and create a streak and other tactics. Well, that’s what I wanted. I wanted someone, something, to hold me accountable. Tell me stop doom scrolling and wasting my life on social media and a bunch of dumb ish and get back to things you really want out of life. And for me, it was using my brain and learning Japanese.
So in now time I started learning Japanese, it began fun, then hard then satisfying. Then all those anime, and martial arts movies that were Japanese started to make sense.
I even stepped it up another level, after going 90 days straight. I wanted to learn French, and I was right in there learning, practicing, talking those small steps. And no lie, I was horrible at French. Then I remembered I was more familiar with Spanish so I decided to step my game up. I was working with 90% Spanish speaking persons, and they wanted to invite me into their culture. They kept talking in Spanish and said hey Jixi you need to learn Spanish so we can have better communication, so I did.
I gained so much more acquaintances. They were loving it, and I too. After my push back in Spanish for another 90 days, I was like wow, 6 months in, let’s get back into French. Duolingo had just released an update to learn Chess.
I have forever suck at Chess like real bad. I knew how to move a little, but I lacked understanding, strategy, and confidence. Well after spending years of being on of the greatest at checkers (yes I am boasting), I finally can now say I have learned how to play chess practically. I still have ways to go.
In conclusion, over a span of 365 days and onwards, I have committed time, brain power, and intention to learning everyday, simply by opening up an app, Duolingo. No no no, they are no paying me to write this, I genuinely love to learn and have a new found love for all the languages mentioned above and can’t wait to get deeper and be more fluent them all.
I kind of can add a bit of cocky brag to my resume to say I know and can speak multiple languages. Now c’mon, that’s a flex. By the way, I am looking to make new Spanish, French and Japanese friends. I need to practice using my new owned skills.
Just in case you want to know what languages I am going for next, it will be Chinese, Portuguese, and Italian. I have a very long road to go. My commitment for the next 3-7 years is to learn more and grow in all these languages.
Thanks for reading.
Jixi Fox 🦊
By the way, which language do you speak? And which would be interested to learn?
At night I write,
Journaling my thoughts,
From the day,
It’s calm after the storm,
And trust,
There is a lot of storms,
Most I leave in the ocean,
Away from the shore,
Where I stand.
I sit in bed,
As well,
Mostly to meditate,
Then out of nowhere,
Another idea pops up,
So I usually wait,
Until tomorrow night,
To post again.
Jixi Fox 🦊
Describe one of your favorite moments.
One of my favorite moments, is when I was at work. I was working in retail at the time. I can’t say the experience was the worse, I can say, I learned and evolved and I wanted to be there based on my goals for opportunities and flexibility. Shoot as I am writing this span to so many moments that happened at that workplace it’s too crazy.
My favorite moment in that environment was the joy of everyone’s face when they all got gifts in December from the management team. It was probably 2016 this memory as we were the best store in our district. It was like my first year really being a full on manager and in charge of decision making and people were actually listening.
I was pushing the team to the maximum, lots of jokes, fun, I knew everyone’s personality, I knew all their strengths and weaknesses. I put everyone in there best positions and took on all there worse positions. This is the year also I was promoted 3 times, but that team was legendary. I was happy for them getting gifts and awards as we never done it before, we didn’t talk about anything bad but the good. All the sales goals, the rush and busy weekends and holidays. The moments with the late night clean ups, and hot summers we needed to cool of and I was buying everyone waters to stay cool so they didn’t have to tap their pockets.
This was year of super highs. I even released a music project that same year.
All that to same. I always enjoy to celebrate my team and the people I work with. If we put in pain together, you will always be rewarded and we have a stronger connection that lasts a lifetime.
Thanks for reading
Jixi Fox 🦊
I have seen growth and loss. I felt presence, then pause. I wish for more happy days and love. Living out my purpose everyday I try to. I am writing this open letter to you, the world, my future girl and kids. I am writing to my clients I am eager to help and give. Lending my wisdom and experiences to see you win, win and of course win. I know how deep it is to write. I know how deep it is to fight. Getting up everyday struggling to start a new or continue. Trying to avoid distractions and provide for one self with measurable actions.
It gets deep. Somedays I would want to cry but can’t, not because I am too tough or figuring it’s the role of a man. I just don’t because I don’t feel sorry, I am just trying to get to it. I take days to walk and breathe air, so I already feel everyday on earth is special. From my awakening I am thinking how can I make the best out of the day. Should I pray, in which honestly I try to do often? Should take time for myself or call someone to say hey. Maybe they needed that call, even though I went completely out of my way to call, as not many ring my phone to say hey.
I care for my family, and my mother more everyday, as with her I see light, I see protection, I see love and I see how the world can be lonesome without a person to care. So I write this open letter of feelings and emotions, to not fear and be bolder. A purpose of mine is to unlock possibilities in me, and people I never met. If I can’t create, if I can’t communicate, how will one know their reach, and how can someone find meaning when they search if no one creates?
To start is an accomplishment and mission in itself. Being fearless and vulnerable is a strong attribute of mines I haven’t express to it’s most maximum. I open to share my journey and life as I found others who shared theirs, helped me my entire life. I want to give life to someone, as I was given life. So each month I will write an open letter to you. Who are you? The world, the universe, the person it was meant to speak to.
These are the breath of fresh air, I want to breathe into my reality.
Here are my [8 Breaths Of Fresh Air]
Thank you for reading,
I hope this piece in which came from the heart, inspire a thought, a willingness, action or emotion to create your dream in reality (aka real life).
Sincerely,
Jixi Fox
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The tree of doubt does grow, without water or soil. Just because we convince ourselves it’s there it appears. But as easy as it appears, it’s much harder to let it go. So, we have to sharpen our will power to let it know it can’t stay here no more, and has to go. When you let it loose, the things that holds you down, you can be free to see the things that should be happening happen.
I want everyone to glow in happiness and love, and a purpose, so let go of the weight that carry us down and stop our movement forward and up.
Jixi Fox 🦊