I feared success,
I lived in misery,
I needed an escape,
Making my past,
History.
I will change,
I will erase the pain,
I won’t be the same,
Living my life to the fullest,
No opportunity left in vain.
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Not Impossible,
I came, fought and won your hearts,
Still here, but now gone.
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I don’t see why I cry out loud at times,
Maybe I am just trying to trick my mind,
To think,
Maybe I will change,
Okay,
No, not maybe,
I will change,
But still do the same things,
Pointless I know,
Do I want to be the same or grow?
Do I want to be known?
Or do the same old things I have done before,
Maybe I am crazy,
Or maybe I am just lazy,
Why do I say the things I say?
Maybe I want for things to change,
I think too much at times,
I need to do what I say,
And make use of time,
To change.
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I can’t hold the pain in,
I write down my feelings,
I don’t need to go crazy,
I just got to express myself as amazing,
We all have stories,
We all have ups and downs,
I use to cry to sleep,
Now my tears on written down,
On paper,
For my peers,
For my friends,
And my fears,
I am stronger with a pen,
I am more through my words,
To help other’s feel free again.
Be Free…
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Have you ever felt like you been running a long time,
So long, time has no metrics,
You just have been going,
And going,
But no new heights you have reached,
It’s like a verbal contract with yourself just got breached,
You look at time and say,
What have I done since the last time,
The last time I said,
This is the last time,
I can’t measure the success but I am still here,
The same place I last left,
No distance obtained,
Just my eye sight on new routes,
I keep looking at the signs,
But now I am tired,
My feet have no energy to move.
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Deep inside I am more,
I have many emotions I explore,
But how many people know me?
The list is shorter 4 fingers on 1 hand,
It’s hard to say even if that’s real,
Or it’s just a fake fan,
So everyday I wake,
I switch faces,
To suit my day,
And all those random cases,
In life we face,
There is no common base,
But to ready to change,
Tomorrow,
Everyday.
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Charming I am, I know,
You see my glow,
Smiling at you from a far,
That’s how the story goes,
It’s nice and innocent,
You really like that,
You flirt with me, fact,
I flirt right back,
I say a few words to introduce myself,
Even though you know me,
Something deep down inside you screams,
This could be a moment,
Let the words serenade your mind,
She wants to let me in,
To fill her up with what I have to give.
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I was left out to dry before,
But I am not a dog,
I use to cry out for help,
They slapped away my paw,
I saw my life change,
Everything has been destroyed,
I am running for my life to survive,
Feeling like a child,
Looking for a pool to just dive,
In my surprise,
I found you out of the blue,
And I decided,
Please don’t forget about me,
Or I will just cry,
Slowly,
As I way my good-byes.
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I don’t write for the money,
I don’t write for the fame,
I write because I like to,
I write for the pain,
I write for the people who needs a smile,
But they can’t broker the deal,
I write for the people trying to escape life with cheap thrills,
I write because I am real and what I write is just,
I write for the words to be my company,
While I am lonely going through hell,
The words help me deal,
The words help me feel,
The words becomes me,
I write about life and colors,
A life so surreal.
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