There are days I want to run,
There are days I want to fly,
No matter the day,
I just want to get by.
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Jixi Fox
SOMEWHERE FOR ME
Tag: Inspiration
WRITING ON THE WALL
The writing is on the wall,
It’s either change,
Or stay the same,
I really can’t blame myself,
Broken for most part of my life,
But held myself together,
To want to jump off the cliff,
But still I bungee,
So I won’t hit the bottom.
I have to do it now,
Before it’s too late,
To not leap,
Attempting to fly,
To see if I truly can.
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Jixi Fox
DATED
I love how,
You make me,
Feel it when,
I am down,
Ready to pick myself,
Up up and away,
In my love for you.
Jixi Fox | @jixifox
MY LOVE FOR FITNESS
As I wake up today, it’s a new day, a new challenge, a new year. 2021 is here and life will be on the same train track, and the focus needs to be more engaged. Lean in, fuel the passion. Use the tools, you have had sleepless nights to obtain to grow.
Mentally and physically I plan to recreate my world and explore new limits and heights. When I workout I feel more and open to create. Whether is going on long walks, or running on the treadmill, it’s like clockwork, my mind goes off to a place of thoughts and wanting to jot down every single things. Ideas pop, visions are seen in front of me instead of the people or other machine or the speed I am going.
Freedom tends to be reached once I am in the mode to go.
How are you feeling today?
Lean in,
Fuel the passion,
Use the tools,
To create action,
Make traction,
That builds a faction,
If you can breathe,
You can do it.
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Thanks for reading.
Jixi Fox
MASK ON
Now it’s acceptable to walk in the bank with masks on,
Has the world spared me of felonies,
The future is going forward,
Everything else is passed on,
Who lies behind the cloth?
Is it you?
How long have you wanted to be hiding from the truth?
Being able to say empty the register
Use to get you in trub,
Now people closing accounts for toilet paper,
Saying that’s a dub,
Miss being in club throwing dollars,
Now at home now you got to be a father,
Who are you underneath the cloth?
Are you hard as you say?
Or you are charmin soft?
The world change,
People change,
People go insane,
If you can hold a photo of you in your pocket,
Could you still see yourself,
After the difficulties and pain?
I wrote the poem to enhance it’s changing times. Even though I chose a storyline to go with, the message is the same. Are the different person after things change around you? Were these things you held so dearly? When you look at life now, do you see the picture now more clearly?
I have always seen difficult times, so I had to adopt. But the memories of my past, will not be forgotten. Every moment crafted me into the human standing today, writing poetry and stories to help people open their eyes and minds to think. Be the self you always wanted to be…you are a story in progress, developed over time, until you have said what you wanted to be said, and get everything off your mind.
Leave a comment of a time you really wanted to change, but never had the opportunity and how you felt in those times.
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Thanks for reading,
Jixi
Inspiration
In life we need more wins. So I found a few wins and inspiration to share with you to keep you going, in the fight to find happiness…
Check them out below, in the form of signs
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jixi.
My Mood Music Everyday
Disclaimer:
Video Contents are NSFW and Uncensored.
When I get up in the morning everyday, I know deep down that anything can go wrong. But in that same sentiment I was blessed to be given the opportunity to see another day. I know it’s maybe weird to think that way on in that process. As some people get up and read and feel enlightened, music is my energy ball. It shapes how I start my day.
This is how epic and extreme my mind is, if you watch this music video “Come With Me” with Puff Daddy… this is how I envision my day might be everyday and I must be prepared to take on the world… take a look. If you seen it before, please revisit it.
When I think of my everyday tasks, whether it’s my gym workout, or daily tasks at work, and dealing with many people I encounter in the back of my mind based on energy this video depicts how I approach things. I have such a strong control on my output I push forth my best talents and abilities. As much as joke around at times I don’t mind winning, I love winning. I love fighting and battling obstacles in my way. It’s hard for me not to, it’s just in my blood. I want to do well, I can’t sit and watch failure in front of me. This Rick Ross song strongly represents anyone in my way and trying to hold me back. Take a look, and just imagine the energy he is getting off in his scenes, that’s how my mind is racing and pacing every moment of the day when I am attacking my goals.
Let me know your thoughts and share with me two songs that gets you going and making you ready for your day.
Thanks for reading,
Jixi
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For my music stories, go here #MusicStories
CLOSE TO THE EDGE
CLOSE TO THE EDGE
As reality sets in,
There is not more you can fake,
You were standing tall,
Now you fitting to fall,
Or make a break,
Being on the edge,
You can jump or stay,
It’s up to you,
Whether to take the leap of faith,
Everyone is a spectator,
All seem to have their inputs,
But you are closer than anyone,
For the ledge is right there,
Down is all about a look,
Can you fly,
Nah,
How far could you glide,
Huh?
Down seems like the only motion,
All that is missing if just your foot,
One step closer,
Or one step back,
Once two feet are planted,
There is no turning back.
Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.
Catch up on the series: Episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31
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Jixi Fox
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Twitter: @jixifox
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WEIRD SCIENCE
WEIRD SCIENCE
Injected inside me,
Was fear,
I was calm now paranoid,
Like I didn’t have a care,
Couldn’t see myself,
Like the way, I did before,
I am changing,
At a rapid pace,
I couldn’t catch myself,
I couldn’t see face,
Laced with this oddity,
All I want to do is sob,
But something deep inside,
Said you better get on your job,
Life is hard,
It’s also a bittersweet,
I can’t always walk you to the water,
Some days at the water we will have to meet.
This poem is about not understanding the weird feelings your mind is going through. You are constantly trying to figure out your thinking patterns and why certain things are done in unlikely specific ways.
Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.
Catch up on the series: Episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31
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Thanks for reading…
Jixi Fox
Instagram: @jixifox
Facebook: @jixifox
Twitter: @jixifox
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