Tag: love

Why Is It So Hard To Break Up? | Rant

Posted on by Jixi Fox

I am not going to lie, I am mad as hell. I am been trying to break up for so long with with my phone service provider. Like they not trying to pick my calls, they know I am calling from my new boo. I mean new boo, is not so much better than old boo, forget that, it was never my boo. I am just mad, pick up my calls. I feel like to sue you. Like I am that mad. I am here late at night thinking and trying to break up. I am doing all the required steps, I done verified my old number and password, and everything. Like what’s the deal. You done took my autopay money out my bank account, you bad bad service (lol, I am totally going all in on this rant, so laughable, let me continue.)

Remember it was me paying my bills on time. It was me, when I was telling everyone you had good service and stuff. It was me, calling family through WhatsApp on Wifi and traveling to islands knowing you got me on roaming charges. It was me.

Also it was me who you started robbing with high a$$ fees, taking my autopay money and took over 6 months to get back. It was me, but little did you know I am a real one, oh yea, you didn’t know that huh, I know how to call my credit card company and my bank, I know the secret codes. I am pro at this. While you still aint picking up my calls, I am so mad, I going to win in the end, trust me. Just one phone call and my evidence to the fraud department and it’s all, NEW CARD, WHO DIS? NEW ACCOUNT, WHO DIS?

I am going to be so brand new with my new phone service boo, which I know will also hike up their prices in about 1-2 years and we are going fight and break up. But for now, PICK UP THE PHONE. I hate you. (okay hate is an ugly word, ummmm I will be kind, I truly unlike you deeply.). I can’t wait to move on, heal, get therapy and do better things with my new boo (phone service plan).

If you can relate, drop me a comment! 🙂

*This post is a bit unfiltered and unedited, I really wanted to see what a 4 minutes free write will feel like expressing an emotion. I feel proud of myself.

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Opening Up To A Reality Not Yet Set

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Do you realize nothing is impossible,
It only matter on the space for which,
That reality is created?
For dreams do exist,
So is our creativity,
The sky is the limit,
Should be in every little kids lunch kit,
We are gifted with imagination,
To unlock doors,
Believe in that anything is possible.
Inside we have the key.

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Lure Me In

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I have been thinking,
That I want to me linking,
With you,
Pass your curfew,
Let’s find something to do,
We can talk on the phone for hours,
Or we can do something casual,
A little bit of touch and tease,
A bit of screaming baby please,
All while having deep connection,
So lure in,
Singing melodies,
Creating unique fantasies,
Make more feelings of ecstasy,
So we can fall a sleep,
Under the moon,
Under a tree,
On a blanket of roses,
Fitting for you and me.

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On The Grounds Of What’s Possible!

Posted on by Jixi Fox

It’s become a hope and a dream to write and be intentional. I try, I try really hard to create a new experience each day. It’s difficult to want success and not get it, but in it’s own right you have success but haven’t realized it. I like to toy with new actions in the writing space. I love being playful with words; it comes out when I talk.

I love to experiment with new things; I just don’t commit to them as much as I used to. I guess it could be old age; in my mind, I am like a solid 83 years old. Ummm, don’t worry, I literally pulled that number out of thin air, lol. Also, rest assured, I am not 83 years old; it is just my style. Create, experiment, go wild, and continue what you like.

So I dedicated this month to dreaming out loud, and anime, so with that being said, October will be another theme and delivery of the works I have been working on.

What’s been a standout thing in September for you?

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The Only Match Is You

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I spent far too many time alone,
Hoping to find someone to hold,
Since we met,
My heart melted and happiness generated,
We click,
We match,
We sync,
Just to think,
Everything is “all” right, with you.

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It’s True What They Said

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It’s true when they said,
You will have to let go,
Learn how to say no,
Yourself is someone you must know,
Each experience will help you grow,
And absolutely,
If you don’t know,
Now you know.

Be great today. 🙂

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Start Your Day

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Start your day with a smile,
Add a dash of love and appreciation,
Mix it up with an ounce of feeling of butterflies,
Sprinkle it with a bit of laughter,
Stuff it with a lot of passion and purpose,
Never forget to throw in blessings and gratefulness,
End your day self care and peace of mind.

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