Monthly Archives: January 2019

RESCUE ME

RESCUE ME

Rescue me,
From all the lies,
And deceit,
All the pain,
That’s been defeating me,
From all the shame,
And all the beatings,
I can’t stand on my feet,
Rescue me..

This poem is just a cry for help. It can also be just a reach to say, feel me and what I am going through and maybe listen to what I have to say.

Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.

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NO WAY OUT

NO WAY OUT

Started out late,
Out the gate for the show,
Crazy as it seems,
You already know,
I am tired of this shit,
Creating these goals,
Who the hell came up with this,
Don’t point fingers when you already know,
You made it,
Stick to the script,
Get a grip,
Can’t flip reality,
You can always trip,
Not always ready,
Come prepared,
If you deaf,
Clean out your ears to hear,
For once you are in,
You got to take a few blows,
Puzzle pieces scattered everywhere,
What does it take for you to solve,
Except get involved,
There is nowhere to run,
And no time for sleep,
If you miss a beat,
Simply start over,
Oh yeah,
Repeat.

This poem is just the voice going on in your head when you commit to something and you start feeling the pressure. New eating habits, working out, no spending money, writing blog poetry posts daily when you just want to roll over and sleep. It’s frustrating, but sometimes to fumble along the way until you get it going and see the results later from trying over and over again.

Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.

Catch up on the series: Episodes:
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9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31

Photo by Mario Azzi

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WISHES

WISHES

Where to go from here,
This path leads to many locations,
I need a light to help me,
A bright one,
Through this saturation,
I just have wishes to guide me,
And a little bit of luck,
I hope no one blows out my candle but me,
So I won’t end up stuck.

This poem is just a feeling of guidance and trying to find the right path. We sometimes have these hopes and wishes of good things happening and fear someone coming in and ruining it. You just trying to cut through the fat and the overcrowding of places and be you at the end of everything holding your candle shining bright.

Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.

Catch up on the series: Episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31

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DON’T HIT MY LINE

DON’T HIT MY LINE

Don’t hit my line,
With that what you doing,
Or that how are you?
Just a waste of my time,
Hearing these pings,
That has no meaning,

Don’t hit my line,
Don’t hit my line, Be,

People with nothing to do,
People with nothing to say,
Just doing the same dumb shit,
Everyday,
Like what the hell are we really saying,
Or what’s in your mind that is playing,
Just a big ol delusion,
Of people trying to save face,

Don’t hit my line,
Don’t hit my line, Be,

It’s saddening,
Oh wait,
Maddening,
The way they don’t see their ways,
Like ummm,
It’s like you hit me up,
With the fill in the blank phrase,
Damn this is just crazy,
Lazy ass fools,
Mules,
They don’t have a clue,
Clearly no value,
Just doing to same repetitive moves,

Don’t hit my line,
Don’t hit my line, Be,

Soon they will ask you for money,
Or some kind of freebie,
Sick,
Want to hold you, hostage,
With a whip,
Gripping your time,
Closely,
Never letting it slip,
Just a shadow in your life,
Following you in every which,
Way to go,
You let them in,
The people that will destroy your focused thinking,
Garbage,

Don’t hit my line,
Don’t hit my line, Be,
Because you don’t got shit to say,
Stay out my way,
Go do something productive with your time,
Better yet,
Forget you even know me.

This poem is written from a positive place even though it may seem harsh, but think of these calls or texts messages as spam/robot callers. If we entertain these messages less, we could be more productive. If conversations were more meaningful or honest, our values for ourselves and others would be higher. Whether it’s a new guy or girl hitting your line, or that friend who claims to be your best friend, that’s never doing anything, you are just giving away yourself to distractions, and time is a valuable product you could never get back. Then again we are sometimes fortunate to catch a second wind and be smarter than we were before.

Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.

Catch up on the series: Episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31

Photo by Chris Benson

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TOUCH ME PLACES

TOUCH ME PLACES

Touch me places,
I can’t imagine,
Unlocked dungeons,
You are the phantom enter in,
Let me loose,
Let me feel a little,
Then I did before,
You are singing me words,
The conductor of my verse,
My body,
My mind,
Everything physical,
Everything inside,
Where you touch,
I will follow,
Your hand guides my mind places,
So deep I gasp,
I swallow,
Where are you going?
Can you take me there?
I inhale you,
You are my atmosphere,
Filling me in places,
I just can’t imagine,
I allow you to do me how you like,
I feel your every passion.

This poem, what can I say is a deep passion post. We all crave a little something different. The ways someone touches you in places, body, mind, soul, out of this world, places unseen, you call it, it’s everything. It makes you just want to give in and give your all. If you just let your guard down and allow someone you trust in, the feeling is beyond the greatest of things. Now can you imagine that?

Thanks for tuning into this series, “Peeping Through The Window” where we are looking outside at ourselves from the inside. We are through the motions of disbelief, frantic, and confusion. It is at certain moments we see relief and acceptance and figure out what’s our next play. What will be the next move to do after seeing what has been going on.

Catch up on the series: Episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15| 16
17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24
25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31

Photo by Isaac Ordaz
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PEEP

PEEP

It’s not hard to see,
That you can’t see me,
Even if I was in a tree hanging,
Wishing you could be me,
You still can’t see me,
Peep this,
Oh I forget,
It’s me you can’t see,
I am so cocky with it,
I make people feel away,
Like who is he?

Photo by Dmitry Ratushny / Photo by Florencia Viadana

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CRASHING

CRASHING

You see it happening,
But you can’t change the outcome,
When the waves come crashing,
It’s hard to not imagine,
That something bad is about to go down,
I mean you can change point of views,
You just can’t escape your body,
When the damage is done,
We offer words up,
Like sorry,
Sorry, you are going through that ordeal,
Sorry for the pain you went through,
I know that is was real,
Sorry for everything,
I can’t imagine how you feel,

Bad mother fudger,
Bad,
I feel bad,
The worse has become present,
It’s not even the past,
For the past still hurts,
So what to do when you see someone crashing?
Do you try to help?
Or even save?
Do you watch head on?
Or do you look away?

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