The pace in which I walk,
Can change,
The whips I have endured,
Cause so much pain,
Am I the same,
Or have I changed,
To live to see another day,
I fear,
Everyday,
I can see my end,
So I continue to live,
Until then.
Jixi Fox
Blanket empty,
Covers only covering me,
Body so cold,
No one is right beside me,
Pillow filled with thoughts,
Tears soaked in the fabric,
Missing someone to mind to,
Wishing someone was by me,
Tomorrow comes and go,
That happens too often,
Memories tends to grow,
But they seem all to familiar,
Deja vu of a lonesome soul,
Always a constant reminder,
Instagram pages I scroll through,
It’s almost like I am just watching previews.
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Jixi Fox
I woke up today,
Woke,
Hardly any words,
Needed to be spoken,
The world was active,
The work is being done,
Strangely,
My mind was not at ease,
For I am smart enough to know,
Reality is not always what it seems,
We must fight,
Change must happen,
I can’t wait for tomorrow,
For today is right in our face,
So why wait?
Protest,
Looting,
Shooting,
Recruiting,
I am not in the mood,
I need to see documents,
I need to see new laws,
Now,
I am not with the shits,
I need something legit,
Pain been on my mind,
I need to get something off my chest,
Your knee is on my neck,
I kneel to make things correct,
Are you here now,
For the clout,
Are you here now,
To open your mouth,
Until them,
I don’t believe everything,
I am seeing,
I am unrested.
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Jixi Fox
The last time,
The last time I felt,
Your warm embrace,
It put a smile,
On my face,
As it does,
Everyday,
Being so close to you,
After all these years knowing you,
Learning consistently,
Agreeing and not agreeing,
Spending endless nights,
Talking,
Walking on cloud 9,
Never caring about the time,
Knowing you are mine,
And I am yours,
Our closeness,
Developed,
Blossomed,
Widen,
Deepened,
…..
Close: a short distance away or apart in space or time.
#UnfinishedStories
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Jixi
had a dose,
not the most,
so close,
i am still craving,
laying down without you,
crying out,
i need you.
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Every night I rest my head
I think of you
I thinking about all of our good memories.
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Confessions To My Ex-Friend
“a series of thoughts and words i wanted to express. times were never always bad not their best. these are the words i wanted to say. or it may just be too late. these emotions are coming from a real place.”
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Most people don’t want to be alone, but they are scared to admit it to the wrong or right person.
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“in real life things are different.”
“online you can be whoever you want. you can be fake or real”
social media, depression, fear, personality, reality, hardship, fake, antisocial, anxiety
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jixi fox
as i climb to get to you,
you are not too far,
always in reach,
i can hear your heart,
preach after preach,
how we can be,
anything we want to be,
it’s me,
it’s you,
to the top,
just to see the view.
jixi fox
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as i pen these words,
on paper,
for you,
i vow to always,
love you.
if you could see,
the crumbled attempts,
of my perfect written words,
you may think my garbage pail,
is an ice cream cone.
sprinkles of life,
and circles,
and of course hearts,
that would have you melt,
dripping with emotions,
over and over again.
i may have written over 90 letters,
trying to find the right words,
to make you know,
how much,
i love you.
it may seem so far left,
but i know its right,
if you can open your eyes,
you will see,
how much,
i love you.
until the right words,
flow from my insides,
to my out,
i will not stop,
until i can say,
in the right way,
how much,
i love you.
jixi fox
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“love poems – a love story is a series of love poems written to capture the art of love and all the beauty and chaos that comes with it. follow the story…”
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