Slipping away slowing,
I seem to have forgotten myself,
I only remember the times of happiness,
As grief tries to stick it’s ugly head in,
Silently I grasp,
Pinching my skin to feel if this is real or fake,
Hours passes by, from this dream I can’t wake,
I seen this vision coming,
It’s reality trapped in a bottle,
Wishing so hard it was a bubble,
Hoping for it to pop,
I try to not to reflect on the past too much,
For sometimes it blurs my focus on the future,
So I put on blinders,
I keep my sight through the hole,
Sharpshooter…

Thanks for sharing in my thoughts,
Jixi Fox

#CaughtInADream

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CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BEDTIME
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BLINDFOLD
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FAILURE
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FOCUS
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: SACRIFICE
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: MEMORIES
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: ALLY or ENEMY
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FINALE

Heartbeat, heartbeat
Fast breathing,
Wounds still not healing,
I threw my body at it’s mercy,
For I thought that would be all,
I re-coupe on the payment,
So I am truly in debt,
I get collect on my sorrow,
My last failed opportunity can mean death.

Thanks for sharing in my thoughts,
Jixi Fox

#CaughtInADream

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CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BEDTIME
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BLINDFOLD
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FAILURE
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FOCUS
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: SACRIFICE
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: MEMORIES
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: ALLY or ENEMY
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FINALE

Closed doors,
Oh my how I hate those,
Never have they been opened,
Bolted and ready, to be kicked in,
I can’t wake, not ready to give in,
For my dreams became a nightmare,
I now have bruises, I have cries, do you see my tears?
I want to wake up so I can feel alive again,
To know action comes with all types of consequences,
If there was a way to slow time down, Matrix,
Or have body double zombies chasing me, Crazy,
It would be so great to know what I do is real,
Rather than a shadow I can’t shake, hamster on a wheel,
So because I can’t be awaken,
I guess I am trapped,
Caught only in dreams,
Where everything only goes right,
You can truly say it’s lonely at the top.

Thanks for sharing in my thoughts,
Jixi Fox

#CaughtInADream

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CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BEDTIME
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: BLINDFOLD
CAUGHT IN A DREAM: FAILURE

Not easily impressed I guess,
Always curious on my what if’s,
Like, what if I die tomorrow?
What if my dreams came through tonight?
Would I be ready?
Would I be humble?
Who would get praises?
Or would I keep all of it to myself,
There is a thing about not knowing,
I can decide now or regret later,
Or I can rejoice later if I fight now,
If the world taught me anything,
You can’t predict the future,
But you can come close by guessing,
As long as you are in control,
You won’t be led off course,
So I walk into my life’s obstacles with a blindfold on and a sword,
Ready to slay even behead anyone who I think wants to oppose,
For I can fight with no eyes to see,
Because within me my vision is clear as can be,
It’s not a part-time job, or do I work because of high incentive commissions,
What I want and work for is my everything,
So there won’t be any black clouds that could block my view,
Just a forward moving mentality with a bright ray of sunshine,
Shining right through…

Thanks for sharing in my thoughts,
Jixi Fox

#CaughtInADream

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