Left staring,
You wasn’t hearing me,
Cheeks wet,
I am not upset,
But I am leaving you.
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I Could Have Chosen You
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The Biggest Risk Ever, WOW
Daily writing prompt
What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?
This prompt hits the soul, the biggest risk would be to pure my heart out to someone, and ask them to love me unconditionally. I want this one person to just trust in you, even though you haven’t known each other long, that I got them, and I just want them to have me.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, 16 YEARS BLOGGING
Well yup, the numbers sound just about right, Happy 16th Year Blog Anniversary. The Jixi Fox blog was born in October 2007, just a few months before my debut music/poetry album independently made Kreative Expressions. In these beginning years, it was a proud moment and the internet was evolving. So many services to choose from but I choose code, “Code is Poetry” for I write poetry and life in my words. I wrote deep and short pieces that related with others and help build this strong community we have now on WordPress.
From the (4) WordPress Word Camps I have attended & hosted and more to come, I knew my writing career and expressive creative writing was here to stay. From the depths of college years back then when no really knew what blogging and seo was, I was there, guiding, commenting, promoting, laughing and enjoying words of others.
As much as this is a celebration for me, for I will honor every year, it’s a celebration to all the writers, bloggers, creatives, to keep pushing. Keep creating and connecting.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
I started to celebrate a lot more of me these special moments and milestones starting 2021. I was always told, I just kept going and never take a time to look back and see where I have come from.
Thanks to anyone who ever viewed, dropped a like or just a kind friend who came over to my home. #community.
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Why Is It So Hard To Break Up? | Rant
I am not going to lie, I am mad as hell. I am been trying to break up for so long with with my phone service provider. Like they not trying to pick my calls, they know I am calling from my new boo. I mean new boo, is not so much better than old boo, forget that, it was never my boo. I am just mad, pick up my calls. I feel like to sue you. Like I am that mad. I am here late at night thinking and trying to break up. I am doing all the required steps, I done verified my old number and password, and everything. Like what’s the deal. You done took my autopay money out my bank account, you bad bad service (lol, I am totally going all in on this rant, so laughable, let me continue.)
Remember it was me paying my bills on time. It was me, when I was telling everyone you had good service and stuff. It was me, calling family through WhatsApp on Wifi and traveling to islands knowing you got me on roaming charges. It was me.
Also it was me who you started robbing with high a$$ fees, taking my autopay money and took over 6 months to get back. It was me, but little did you know I am a real one, oh yea, you didn’t know that huh, I know how to call my credit card company and my bank, I know the secret codes. I am pro at this. While you still aint picking up my calls, I am so mad, I going to win in the end, trust me. Just one phone call and my evidence to the fraud department and it’s all, NEW CARD, WHO DIS? NEW ACCOUNT, WHO DIS?
I am going to be so brand new with my new phone service boo, which I know will also hike up their prices in about 1-2 years and we are going fight and break up. But for now, PICK UP THE PHONE. I hate you. (okay hate is an ugly word, ummmm I will be kind, I truly unlike you deeply.). I can’t wait to move on, heal, get therapy and do better things with my new boo (phone service plan).
If you can relate, drop me a comment! 🙂
*This post is a bit unfiltered and unedited, I really wanted to see what a 4 minutes free write will feel like expressing an emotion. I feel proud of myself.
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Opening Up To A Reality Not Yet Set
Do you realize nothing is impossible,
It only matter on the space for which,
That reality is created?
For dreams do exist,
So is our creativity,
The sky is the limit,
Should be in every little kids lunch kit,
We are gifted with imagination,
To unlock doors,
Believe in that anything is possible.
Inside we have the key.
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Lure Me In
I have been thinking,
That I want to me linking,
With you,
Pass your curfew,
Let’s find something to do,
We can talk on the phone for hours,
Or we can do something casual,
A little bit of touch and tease,
A bit of screaming baby please,
All while having deep connection,
So lure in,
Singing melodies,
Creating unique fantasies,
Make more feelings of ecstasy,
So we can fall a sleep,
Under the moon,
Under a tree,
On a blanket of roses,
Fitting for you and me.
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Just Pinch Me
Could this really be us,
Better yet,
Is this happening to us,
For it shall,
It’s the just me and you,
Equaling us,
Trusting,
Every,
Moment,
With,
You,
Is,
Beautiful.
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