It was just one time, That I let her in, I did everything, I even gave her a ring, But it seems that everything I have done, Wasn’t enough, She gave me an ultimatum, I thought it was a bluff, She tried to cuff me, That didn’t work, It wasn’t good enough, So I had to show her how manly I was, I showed her how buff, I didn’t know what it was, On the top, It was the muff, But still, I am lonely, And it’s dangerous.
Creeping, Tired, No more desires, Can’t be excited, Can’t even hide it, It’s painful, Disgusting, Unruly, Injustice, Why do I have to be this way, Walking on egg shells, Every single day, Do you want to walk in my shoes? Well go for it, For I got none, Walking in pain, Protesting, Until my legs get numb, I am just looking for a change, To end this chapter, Turn to another page.
I tear, I cry, Inside, From missing you, Can’t help the emotion, Losing sanity, Wanting to fight my way, Back into your arms, Even if it is to be hurt again, I pen my love, Certain, Future and past tense, I cry for you, I miss you, I can’t forget, I don’t want to, It is everything, Not just the good, But everything, And how I felt, Being with you, ….
Tear: pull or rip (something) apart or to pieces with force.