Take the pressure off. Be more intentional, When they question you, Know what you are talking about, Be present for yourself, The future you will thank you.
This post is for who needed to hear this today. Be more intentional of you. You are a presence, so acknowledge yourself, now and later.
Where should I go now, Maybe there, here, up down around, Stood still, I am lost.
*This post is straight from the draft pile. I am enjoying the exploration of my past works, as I am gearing to make a new step on my blog coming in December. One thing I can honestly say that pictures are worth a thousand words. I always spend time to deliver a high quality photo that delivers on my theme or draws an emotion. For this poem, I was in the elements, that even if you do go anywhere you can be lost. So the ideal is to move, go forth, as you may be able to discover a home, a love, a passion, because standing still won’t get your anywhere.
If you ever get to really know me, you would know I suck at planning for myself in advance for vacations. Okay, I had to write out that phrase like that to fix it up and clarify. I am an excellent planner, but I don’t feel satisfied and fulfilled planning vacations in advance. I just go when I want to go, no matter the cost. I do actually care about the cost, but the anticipation of waiting so long, not knowing how things will be then when the times comes, makes me not want to plan. It’s not a fear, but a bad habit I have come to continue. I want to change, and I will change.
Bingo. A original reflective thought just came to me as I am free writing this thought post. With my theory of myself on vacations, it seems to correlate with my and investing as a habit. If I had to do something short term, I do quickly and fast, but I yet to apply these great skills to investing and vacation planning.
So realizing this, upon also knowing I need to sign up for some coaching and therapy sessions, I want to deep dive into the why for myself.
This Friday has been eye opening for me, as some delicious sushi is awaiting my lips, and a new bottle of wine. So having a very successful week of execution on a few plans not all, I am treating myself to a good meal (unplanned), and creating an action to hold myself accountable to future change. So all in all I am feeling good.
I have a follow up to this post, as to what vacation I need to plan. Also an update on investment talks for others who may need some guidance with talking about money and future planning.
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