Always painting pictures, Of hope, Lying from their throats, Claiming to be goats, But not, Got the stories lined up, Ha ha, They think we listening, Their minds are ducked up, Can’t save them, They don’t want to be saved, They want to be weird, How could they stop? They won’t, They CAN…. NOT….
It’s been 20 days since my last confession, I have the impression, That I suck, Or I am just going through stuff, Let’s buff this out, Let’s change things around, No more ghost, I hope, Nope, It’s a go, No foe, But one’s self, Being locked away too many times, I am my own jail, So I am breaking free, Letting it be, I am going to do me, Before I scream.
I thought I lost you, 2 days ago, It’s like time, Is on it’s own time, Running faster each minute, Never pausing for me to catch up, It’s always a chase, The girl I meant to say hi too, The guy she forget to say bye too, The difference I thought I could have made, But in bed is where I lay, Tired, Aching, Can’t move, Is how my day ends, And start again, My life in blues.
All I ask of you, Is to be you, Be as beautifully, As you could, For I want to open up, See you enter through, My doors, I choose, You, Creating moments, We will never forget, Dispose of moments, That we will always regret, It’s true, It’s you, That changed me, Giving me the ability, To not run or flee, But to me, Around you, Making us, Is all I ask.
Do you see me, Me, The one not so close, The one that’s not exposed, Don’t expose me, I am trying to stay hidden, But I can’t stop waving at you, As if I want you to come and play, But do I really want to? I don’t think so, I wish my face match my hands, Inviting, But I can’t, So I stay, In the corner, Away.