Poems
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casually late
you know what time it isbut i don’tshowing up on timei won’tfor i am who they came to seepeople show up early to wait on meas i walk ini see the envy in their eyesonce in a whilei show up extra latein stylei don’t even care jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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mute me
slow breathingwhile speakingover the phonedeep breathesless stresswatch your tonemore daysto playbeen in a zoneno more to sayword losscautionlook out for the conemute jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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craving you
missing even a doseis too much alonei am craving youso much moreeach day awaya paini need a doctori am going insaneyou by my sideit a blissevery second withoutyou are missed jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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deleting you, for me
longing for passionand exclusivityi did the workand created unityall i wanted was youbut all i received were cluesto a puzzlei didn’t know i was buildingi gave up my timei committed my energyi was presentyou were my prioritybut for me to liveyou have to diefor me to smileyou have to cryi am telling the truthno need… Continue reading
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you were wrong
sometimes you can’t believebut it’s realright in front of youthey tell you to competewith everyoneand carry hatebut they were wronglove winswhere the crownqueen and king jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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but if i had known
looking back i couldn’t see my reflectionjust a fragmentsof everyone’s historicals of methey told meif i lived like thisthere were benefitsso i didnow wish i didn’tbecause who’s lifedid I live jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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the bitter feeling of fear
latelyand it always seemslike latelyuncovering truthsthat were based in liesdisappoints mecrying aloneno one can seeeven when i am finding myselfthat therapysounds likefailurefixing a failurei have to be honestbutfixing a failureis respectableit’s just hard to dowhen everyone is watching youit’s just hardwhen you thinkothers are judging youit’s just hard becauseI can’t stop judging meI need a… Continue reading
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not easily slept on
existing everydaysome of those nightsroughexisting everydayis sometimesnot enoughbecause what we not going to dois sleep on my risefor in the endmaybe the same nightyou will be in for a surprise jixi fox 🦊 Continue reading
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the elements within
i got so use to running awaytired but i still didi wanted to crybut i held the tears withintrying to be betterdailystruggled so muchjust to not be unhappyi had to love the processeach moment was a reflectionevery failure was a injectiona fuelto not experience that paingainso a created elements everydayto be saneto never complainuntil i… Continue reading